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2010-04-12T22:42:00.003+08:00

haix...

y things for mi r jux kip getting more n more complicated de.... the hole for mi r jux bottomless..... no ending to it... =(((((

recently there were something occur in my story, but its kunda like a passing-by onli...

there is really alot of things dat i wish to do but is like YOU XIN WU LI~~~~~

wad shalll i do ar!!!!! i doesn't wan to continue lidat.... argh~~~~ haix...

wil there be a beta day for mi ma????? i doubt so ba.... =((((

2010-03-13T23:01:00.002+08:00

ITS a new year but to me, will it be a new year?????

it seem to me like the same at all.. nothing change or what!!

not a new year to me, but things around me must change, just like my blog skin now. first look and i decide on this skin le....

How am i really gonna get over IT????????? I said i have let it go, but it is just seem clinging onto me firmly, wouldn't let go... haix...

a simple thing can become a confuse thing.... why?????? i trying very hard!!!!! but WHY things are just not moving at ALL!!!!!!!

HOW long can I withstand IT!!!! I left not much strength le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-30T20:46:00.002+08:00

its been years i nv update my blog liao le....

life is jux like yi tian guo yi tain..... everyday jux work n work like no ending de....

recently some incident happen in my family. cause mi to hate myself deeply.. my own mother sick n not feeling well, i don't even noe abt it... wat a son am i... don't noe abt it n yet went out to hv fun.. i hv been asking myself, do i noe well abt my own mother anot...

seeing her suffering there, yet i lidat.... wat the fuck la...

after all tis things, i tel myself no more fun things for mi anymore.... nw i either is at working place or at home... drinking / clubbing / anything is all cut down till dat thin line...

this are my aims n objectives nw
1. wanna take gd care of my mother, nv ever let anything happen to her anymore... NO MORE!!!!
2. hope to get a job dat i hv more interest in it
3. more time for family
4. a r/s ?
5. save more money for my studies

dats all for nw ba =)))

off to rest~~~~

i can't lie to myself, u r stil in my heart.. i trying very hard to earn back all the things i destroy...

2009-09-24T19:42:00.002+08:00

well~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i duno y i come n blog again... but i jux duno where i can speak out all my thoughts n feelings...

my mind is jux totally in a big mess......

我心里好乱啊！我不知道我想要的是什么？？

我心里还在想着她！！！我想和她复合，在一起。

有谁能告诉我应该做些什么？？

2009-09-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

its reallly really been a long long time i nv blog at all le....
cox i dun really noe wat to blog so choose dun wan blog....

23mins more its gonna be my 22nd birthday le... tis yr i nv celebrate at all... jux duno y... =)
i wish myself to be happier and to hv a better career soon =D

2009-07-26T20:09:00.000+08:00

update my things a bit =D

currently nw working at tuas area lo....
but i wanted to look for a beta job...
but nw de economy r so sux, haix... nvm
suan le... jux wait ba....

tml i am going for basic theory test...
hope i can pass it... i wan to get my class 3 soon

dats all for nw =D... sry every1, nw de mi different liao =)

2009-06-28T16:26:00.002+08:00

hi ppl... so so sry abt it..... din reply yr tag wor... pai seh ar...

cox for the past 1mth+, i duno wat to blog.... mei xin qing blog ba... =)

maybe one of these days i den come blog sumthing ba...

qiqi n cheryl mei, i hv link u le.... =)

2009-05-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

i duno y in my life there wil always a hole/gap...... it wil nv be completed at all..... wats wrong wif my life.... am i really fated for all tis?????? there wun be hv any nice things happen in my life de.....
NEVER!!!! WHY?????

why am i getting all tis??? wat did i done wrong in my past life.......

wil my life forever be in tis way le ma????
这条路我走到真的很累了
人身对我而来讲已经没有意义了
我好想在这里就结束人身的一切，就从此不想不用做了

2009-03-11T16:04:00.002+08:00

=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

i am flying off tonite le.... haix.... hen bu xiang fly off!!!! 6 days de off jiu yi zhuan yuan jiu over le

ytd went to find baby after her sch ended... den accompany her home to wash up n went down to chinatown to find jie wei.... cox jie wei waited for us quite a while le.... so pai seh to let him wait.... we went ard people's park there to ask for the exchange rate lo... ended up all mostly r 21.9 nia.... sianx 1/2, so bo bian jux change liao.... after dat we went to grab a late lunch tgt lo.... when finish our meals, jie wei went off 1st to do his stuffs... left mi n baby duno where to go, end up we went down to ps to walkwalk lo.... we walk to the comic shop den to the arcade... we play the photo hunt 1st den we went to the jackpot game for the soft toys de.... we play dao 4gt abt the time wor.... lolx... luckily gt one of the soft toy, den i sent baby back hm 1st cox the time quite late le...

reach the house, mummy say y come back so late wor.... lolx... after dat i went down straight to cineleisure to meet o ka, jie wei, yong sheng n tat kian... we went to chill at the coffee club awhile den went home straight le...

baby, tis is for u de... sry wor... i celebrate wif u for our 1st mth... i promise u i come back i wil gif u a surprise de... okie... muackx... ni yao deng wo hui lai wor.... i love u!!! miss u lots lots

2009-03-08T12:34:00.002+08:00

tis morning i woke up quite late wor... baby msg mi also nv wake up wor.... den mummy came to wake mi once but i din wake up wor.... =x i woke up till they r abt to go to baibai my late grandpa... haax.... i really become da lan zhu liao....

after baibai le, came back home den start to nua le... so b4 i really nua dao i fall asl, quickly come blog lo.... b4 ltr baby come n check i gt blog ma.... bleahx.... yeahx....

6 days de off really like past darn fast lo..... 3 days gone le... nw left onli 3 days nia... gonna really miss baby lots n lots n lots... =( how i wish nw time can stop nw or straight jump till 9 april.... =)

我的心只有你！！
我爱你！！

2009-03-08T11:40:00.002+08:00

WOW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

lets tok abt ytd de things ba... ytd is sat la... i bo liao wor... i set my alarm to ring 8 plus ba... but end up i off the alarm n went back to slp.... oops.... after dat ard 9 ba, baby cal mi to wake mi up liao.... heex... i hv really become a bit da lan zhu..... i quickly went to wash up lo... cox i going to meet baby 1st while she stil doing her flag day wor.... i brought down all my coins to donate for baby wor... but den baby de container wasn't dat much wor..... i realised dat nw nt much ppl wil donate ba compared to my time which i can hit to 3/4 full of donations.... i duno wat happen to the world, is it becox of economy ma or???

when it gonna be 2pm, i pei her n her frenx went back to return the containers.... after dat, baby n mi left 1st n we went back to baby hse for her to wash n change up... when baby is done, it started to rain liao... lolx... den we share umbrella n walk to the mrt station lo... her snoppy umbrella can be a defence weapon for baby cox she say can use it to hit ppl wor... den we headed down to cityhall cox we r going to marina square to walkwalk lo.... when we reach there, boon send came to find us... so we had a lunch/dinner tgt at mac lo.... =) after eating, we head to GV to see gt wat movie to watch, end up we chose the movie 'PUSH'... we purchased the tics le den the machines to diao bearbear de... i wanted to diao the pooh wif the wings for baby de but i din manage to diao dao lo... sry wor baby.... =) we send boon seng off to mrt den we say wan go mini toon at suntec de.. cox the mini toon at MS de close down, also duno y... we wanted to try our luck to see there hv the 'angel' pooh ma... ended up there also dun hv wor, the staff even told us dun hv pooh de but gt wugui de.... dotx lo... i also noe as i can see ma.... haax....

when the show going to start, we quickly went in le... during the show baby quite pek chek wor... cox dat gal beside baby kip putting her leg to baby there.... sit also dun hw to sit lehx.... 'shake head' after dat when the show end le, we slowly walk to the mrt lo... cox quite late liao n baby de mummy cal liao... =) i send her back home le den i head back to jurong to meet shi xiang, shao kai, yee keng n yew hock.... cox they wanna go play pool at queensway there lo...

dats all for today liao le... =) Ciaoz!!!!!!!

miss miss u wor....

2009-03-07T02:49:00.003+08:00

WEEE~~~~~~

today was my off day.... i woke up ard 10 ba when baby msg mi to wake up... lolx... i become da lan zhu liao... =) i woke up den quickly went to wash up ba... cox i am going to fetch baby from sch for the 1st time lo.... heex....

i left my hse ard 11+ ba.... today duno y bus making mi a fool wor.. waited for quite long den 3 buses came tgt.... darn sianx 1/2 lo... nvm, zhi yao reach on time can le.... i reach baby sch ard 12.30 ba... b4 dat i went to baby de blk 1st cox i dun really hv the idea which way to walk to lo.... when i reach her blk, i saw a lady quite familiar lo but i nv say anything... den i saw she hv 2 kids wif her, one of the kids recognise dao is meimei de... i realise dat dat lady was baby de mummy wor.... oh my!!!! i quickly walk off liao.... lolx... dat moment was quite stun dao lo.... i walk to the side gate n saw ice cream uncle so i bought an ice cream from him as the weather terribly hot man.... waited for quite a while, baby came out wif her frenx le.... lolx... abit shy lehx... duno y wor... haax... after dat walked baby home, den i 1st time went to baby de hse as she ask mi go her hse to wait for her.... when we reach her hse, i saw her bro n mummy were at home... i greeted them den i kept quiet le.... duno wat to say liao..... not like the wee leong wor... i play wif the kids till they went to take afternoon nap le...

when baby bath hao le, we went to the food court at her hse there..... after eating, we walked ard the shopping centre.... we went to the soft toy shop n the comics shop lo... walked for quite a while den nth to walk le, so we headed back to baby hse again wor... tis time baby play her psp awhile den went to do her homework liao.... i help her wif her work.... its was abt evening time le, the sky turning dark liao... baby ask mi go home 1st ba b4 if it rains lo... so i say bye to baby de mummy b4 i left her hse....

today i really felt happy wor... 1st time really went into baby de hse... den saw her bro n mummy.... hope the next time see them, wun be like stranger liao... heex....

i love u baby..

holding onto yr hands forever!!!!!

2009-03-05T23:34:00.002+08:00

WEE~~~~~~~~~~~ today is my camp de outing at sentosa!!!

tis morning i nearly woke up late wor... lolx.. alarm went off le, i stil veri slpy den nua at my bed... lucky gt my mummy came to wake mi up lo... wo yi qi chuan, jiu msg baby le... den i quickly went to bath liao... but i took too long to bath n change up lo, like gal sia... haax... saw the time going to be 7 liao, quickly went out le... i today again walk to the 'pioneer' mrt station lo... cox its quite near to my hsa, can take it as an exercise....

i reach vivo ard 7.50 ba... went to buy the ticket n saw stil gt quite alot of ppl haven go to sentosa yet... so i stil not the late yet, haax~~~ reach silosa beach, saw everyone was gathering for the outing to start!!! the whole morning was having fun at there but i injured myself lo... my toe nail actually recover beta liao, but today the nail came out again lo... darn pain sia n it stil nt coming out yet as it stil sticking onto the skin.... darn sianx... hope to recover from it soon but my hell days start soon!!!!

after the outing, i went down to baby hse to meet her... at 1st wan to pick her from her hse de but wo lai bu ji lo.... sry ar baby... =) waited for her outside her hse as she went to bath 1st... den when she ready liao, we walk to the mrt... when we were at the station, we were stil tinking of where to go wor... lolx... cox no idea to go where as all went b4 liao.... end up, we decided orchard ba.... so we took train down to there lo... we went to cine den taka de kinokuniya to see comics lo.... i quite long nv read comics liao wor... zhe chi shi baby affect dao mi to hv the mood to read comics wor.... xie xie baby wor... after dat we went down to ps n bought white chocolate mocha!! our fav drink wor!!! den we went up to the arcade lo, i jux nw tried to diao a soft toy for baby but i din manage to get it... nvm... tis sat wil try again de... it was abt 7plus liao, baby hungry le so i brought her to mos burger to hv dinner... after dat i sent her back home le, as she tml stil gt sch!!!

hmmm... hao ba... i shall end here le... wil update soon de b4 baby ltr say mi liao.... lolx... =) gonna slp soon liao, quite tired nw!!!

好想宝贝！！
<3 baby

2009-03-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

WEEE~~~~~~~~~

wo lai ye... lolx.... so tired again wor.... finally hv a gd break time liao... tml going out camp outing at sentosa wor.... heex....

hmm... zai duo qi tian wo jiu yao fei le... haix... gonna miss baby alot wor... baby, ni yao deng wo wor!!! xi wang neng kuai qu kuai hui lai wor... nvm, i going to ord soon le... na wo jiu ke you gen duo shi jian pei baby le... muackx...

baby, bu yao lan duo wor... yao update pics wor... heex...

hao ba... wo jiu end at here ba... duno wat to carry on le.. tml after the sentosa outing den blog more ba....

好想好想小猪！！
我爱你

2009-03-01T23:39:00.003+08:00

wee...

lets hv a short blog of today ba.... tis morning woke up ard 7+ ba... cox mummy came in to off my air-con, den i was awake by the noise lo... i went to msg xiao zhu lo.... she told mi she nv slp well ytd nite cox there was a loud quarrel below her blk regarding drunk ppl!! poor xiao zhu!! after dat i went to wash up cox going out for breakfast wif my parent n didi n also my ah yi they all as my san yi treating 'Curry fish head' my fav.... lolx... while eating, xiao zhu told mi dat she going to see doc... cox her waist de pain came back again... i was quite worried for her lo... den gt excuse from exercise from 1 week... so i can fang xin abit.... den another thing happen when i was eating, my sec sch fren msg mi coming down ma... i den realise today gt play soccer wif them, end up it slip off my mind... so pai seh abt it... but i last min also cant play lo, cox my dat injured toe de nail lossen le... cox i ytd nite bu xiao xin step dao, i din realise it til tis morning when i went to bath... i veri stupid n clumsy hor!!! =x

after eating n the adults went to buy joss paper to bai wo de late 'wai gong' for next sun!! daddy send us back, but i drop off at the place where the guys playing soccer at.... went over to say pai seh in person beta lo... haax... staying for a while den went back home to online liao.... chat wif xiao zhu n edit my blog lo... but nw my blog gt some problems wif the 'code' ba... as gt some parts couldnt see anything at all... lazy to go find the error part ba... do next time liao... hope u guys wun mind!! take care everyone!!!

xiao zhu,
wo mei fen mei ke dou zai
XIANG NI!!!
<3

2009-03-01T01:00:00.003+08:00

WEEEEEEEE~~~

here i am to blog liao le... cox xiao zhu ltr say mi liao.... heex....

the whole week was abt the same lo... cox i was in camp la.... onli when friday, i book out early, went down to meet xiao zhu at her hse there lo... at 1st is wan pick her from her sch but i was late la.... heex... den we went to cwp to buy some stuffs from mini-toons lo... cox her fren ask her to help her buy things lo... we bought 3 wugui-s, her psp pouch n a couple wugui which gt sound de... den i was carrying my bad which is darn big lo... so xiao zhu pei mi go hm put my bag n change up lo... after dat we went to jurong point to walk walk for a while... when we finish walking le, time stil early so we went to amk hub to kill time ba.. cox there also hv nt much things... when we reach amk le, both of us felt abit hungry liao... she told mi she nv eat subway b4, so i brought her to eat subway de cold cut trio lo... after dat i sent her back home liao, n i make my way back home cox i was quite tired liao...

today i woke up at 8am le but i fell back aslp lo... end up xiao zhu msg mi ard 8.45 ba, n i woke up lo... dat moment stil quite slpy n tired, so slowly climb out of my bed lo....i today meeting xiao zhu at 12pm lo, quickly wash up den went down to her hse to meet her... we today went to vivo not town le... cox a bit sianx as we went there a few times liao... heex.... we walk ard the vivo a few times den a bit tired n thristy.. so at 1st we went 7-11 but den xiao zhu say wan drink cappocino lo.. so we went to starbuck lo, i got the drink n a oreo cheese to share... eat n drink finish le, we continue walk lo... went to almost all the soft toys shop, the arcade lo... ard 3pm liao, walk abit sianx so we walk to the GV there n see gt any movie can watch ma.. end up we chose the movie 'marley and me' at 1900 lo... n the seats were third row from the screen, lolx abit tiring de lo but at least it wasn't the 1st row... den we duno where to go liao, as we stil gt 4 hrs to slack b4 the movie start... so we sat at the GV area for quite long till both of us felt hungry le.... so xiao zhu say wan to eat long john silver n we went there to eat.... after eating, we passed by a watch shop, i told xiao zhu dat i wan change a watch, so ask her to choose for mi... after tinking for awhile, finally chose a design n it was the last piece... no choice lo, the sales gal help mi change the chains to new one... after the show end ard 9.20pm, we went to take the train liao... cox nid to send xiao zhu back home 1st... after dat i went hm straight away liao... cox i also abit tired liao....

xiao zhu nw shld be slping soundly liao... i tink is time for mi too le... lolx.. i ltr in the morning hv to wake up early too... going to acc my mummy to buy some stuffs for next sunday to pray respect to my late grandpa lo.... also my san yi going to treat my fav 'curry fish'.... haax....

alright i shall end here liao.... tml den continue cox gt some pics to upload lo...

missing u lots lots xiao zhu...
muackx!!
<3

2009-02-22T14:28:00.002+08:00

lets tok abt ytd ba....

ytd i also wake up quite early... den my mummy say its miracle to see mi waking up so early during weekend... den i went to wash up, followed by going downstairs buy breakfast for my family lo... came back wif the breakfast le, den i went to online to check the time slots for the movie going to watch wif xiao zhu ltr on in the day.. i went to look for quite a numbers of time slot n movies... mi n xiao zhu discuss til ard 12+ den we cfm pink panther 2 at 1405... we choose at ps to watch lo, so i quickly went to change n went down to meet up her lo.... when we reach ps , jux nice enuff time to purchase the tic n pop corns... the show was very nice lo, laughing thru out the show...

after the show, we went to walk ard the town... as we were walking, we were tinking where to hv our dinner... xiao zhu dun eat much wor n say i cannot force her to eat lo... den i in the loss liao... haax... end up, i ask her wan go down to my fren, su de birthday party ma... on the way down, we gt lost abit lo.. cox i misunderstood the place they told mi... ended up mi n xiao zhu hv to walk quite a distance lo... ke lian de xiao zhu hv to walk so much wor.. =) xia chi bu hui zhe yang liao... ok =] we stay there til su cut her cake den we left the place lo... i sent xiao zhu back home den i went back there again... i drank a few cups when i reached back there lo.... den i left ard 1am+ wif val n kai bin... we went to val de hse there to eat prata cox duno y hungry again wor... sotx rite... =)

2009-02-22T13:53:00.002+08:00

WEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~

here i am to blog again.... lets start wif today 1st ba.... this morning i set my alarm at 9+ to wake up de cox if nt dat xiao lan zhu wanna say mi sure can't wake up de... but i end up waking up at 8+ wor, cox xiao zhu msg mi to wake mi up lo... haax... xiao zhu, i prove u wrong le wor... bleahx.... i reply a few of her msgs, i fell back aslp... oops... den i woke up at 9+ n when i woke up saw xiao zhu de msg nagging mi liao.... heex...

after washing up, mummy bought back the breakfast le... jux nice cox i was quite hungry liao... zhu wake up nid to eat de rite... lolx... den my uncle called to ask mi go over to my ah ma hse lo... went over for awhile den nw back to blog le... cox i hv to blog everytime i book out lo... hv a bet wif xiao zhu den lost to her... =)

hmm... tink today wil be leaving my hse a bit early ba... cox ltr going to fren de birthday chalet at downtown east there lo....

18 more days den flying to taiwan le....

2009-02-15T16:31:00.003+08:00

hmmm.... tis morning, oops wrong!!! shld be tis afternoon cox i woke up at 2+ ba... i woke up n saw 5 wake up msgs... lolx... shocked dao... actually i set my alarm to wake up ard 11... i did wake up lo, but i fell back aslp... cox i was really shag diao le, tis morning 4am+ den reach home...

ytd was valentine day... i went to meet xiao zhu for the 1st time wor... haax... also dun really rmb noe her for how long n how we gt to noe each other... but we jux rmb each other lo.... strange rite... lolx... went to her hse mrt there to wait for her... end up i was too early le... darn funny lo... cox i tink i too used the journey from jurong, my hse to changi, my camp...

when she came, i also pai seh... 1st time meet lo.. =) after chatting awhile, we kip on toking liao... den we head down to somerset cox duno wan go where wor... ytd was 1st time go til so many shopping centres sia... we agree go walk walk, window shopping la... but i tink we din shop lo, we were like jux kip toking as we walk lo... lolx... we from cine -> heeren -> far east -> PS -> The Cathay House -> Bugis Street -> Parco -> Marina Square -> Suntec -> lastly was City link for dinner... we were like walking from 2 to 7 ba... alot rite... lolx... also pai seh to let a gal walk so much wor... heex... after the dinner, tink she was quite tired le ba... den accompany her back home lo...

den i took cab down to DBL O to meet up wif yong sheng n gerald.. den when i was there, saw quite a number familiar faces like giap, emmanuel, o kar, ronald, aloysius lim, desmond, bo kai and S k..... at 1st, i reach there b4 10.. yong sheng n gerald haven reach yet, i planning to go in 1st... but i waited for them... end up they came at 10.02 le... neh neh... nid to pay 5 more... lolx... den i kip on niao yong sheng lo, until he buay tahan... cox i was too bored when waiting for them... lolx.... we left there ard 3 ba... den went to 7-11 buy drinks as we thristy... after dat went home liao, cox quite tired le....

sianx wor.... ltr hv to go back camp le... its gonna be another week den can come out....

25 mores day to TAIWAN for training!!!! (12/03/09)
119 days to ORD LO!!!! (14/06/09)

2009-01-31T00:55:00.002+08:00

my darn unlucky day in camp man... went to hv morning PT play game.... i play until injured dao my toes.... i was playing soccer lo, den wanted to clear the ball from the side line... end up i kick dao a metal pole instead of the ball... i felt so STUPID man... the pain was like FARK LO!!!! haix... skin kena cut but duno y wear shoes stil can get cut dao... lucky i dun wan stitch lo.... n also my toes nail not total drop... stil gt some tissues sticking onto my nail so i can't extract out my toe nail.... haix....

ARGH!!!! SUAI MAN!!!! wat a start of the year!!!! =(

2009-01-04T16:53:00.002+08:00

hmmmm..... well........................

actually i gt alot of things to blog de.... like my oversea trip, christmas n new year de celebration.... bla bla bla.....

可是我没心情！

next time wil try write all down de.....

nw my enjoyment times r gonna be over in a few hours time.... tonite hv to go back camp le....

hard training gonna be coming one by one le..... lets jux suck all tis up, finish my ns life ba....

jia you 蔡伟良！！！

2008-12-25T17:09:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE I NOE !!!!!!!

ENJOY YR LAST FEW DAYS BEFORE A BRAND NEW YEAR ARRIVE....

i wil be away from singapore for 3 days lo... going to penang wif my camp mates, shin lon / yong sheng(killer) / tat kian / jie wei / samuel(ah lau) / kaze(ah lek) / leslie

i wil be leaving tonite den back on sat but duno wat time lo... =) when i come back den blog a long long one ba.... miss u all... cya!!!!! take care!!!

2008-12-08T15:36:00.002+08:00

well.... here i am to blog but not long... cox i also no mood to blog.... there were alots of things happpening tis week but i wil blog abt it next week ba.....

tml wil be my falcon training liao le.... haix....

times fly pass so fast, 1 yr jux like going to end le.... starting a brand new year soon...

haix.... duno wat the fark shit i am toking abt..... i shall jux end here le.... i wil be back soon ba.....

bye bye!!!

2008-12-02T14:29:00.003+08:00

hmmm.... hv been ton outside for a couple of days le..... really veri veri tired le.... i myself dun even noe wat am i doing lo...

went to val 21st birthday bash party... it was a enjoyable nitex man....

sunday went to meet tat kian, shin n jie wei to watch soccer match

ytd went to watch the movie 'Beverly Hills Chihuahua' wif tat kian, o ka and jonathan chong...

as for today, i hv to book in tonite liao....

haix...i really duno wat happen to again..... i lost myself again....

HOW CAN I FIND MYSELF BACK AGAIN!!!!!

2008-11-23T13:21:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!!!!! damn man.... duno i eat dao wat food lo... i had stomach ache for 2 day liao... especially tis morning i jux fell aslp not long, my stomach start to pain like hell le... haix...

nvm, lets tok abt wat i do ytd ba.... ytd whole day was at home nua-ing lo.... ard afternoon time, kai bin contact mi, say wanna meet up n i say anything lo... so we plan to meet at JP lo.... meanwhile i am waiting, i went to lie on my bed for a while 1st..... but i ended up fell aslp til i cause kai bin to wait for mi alone at JP for ard 1hr ba.... i am so sry lehx bro.... cox i was quite tired, but den i can't help it to go lie down for a while..... sry...

den i fell aslp til mummy came to wake mi up, asking mi wanna go outside n hv dinner tgt ma.... so i got up n went to wash up, den followed them out lo.... we went to bukit timah area there to eat 'satay beeo hoon' lo.... eat finish liao, den we jux went back home straight lo.... on the way back, i ask daddy to drop mi at the supermarket cox i wanna buy drinks for my mahjong session ltr in the nitex... ard 9 plus, i left my hse to go n pick them up lo... den we reach back to my hse n started playing liao, as i long ago set up the mahjong le... lolx... i sibei KAn Jiong hor.... we play for 1 'POK' liao, went downstair to the coffee shop to hv some supper lo.... after finished eating liao, we went back to continue our game... we played til ard 5am den stop there as almost all of us were tired le.... i asked them to leave 1st n i pack up the area myself lo..... i kip the mahjong tiles, chairs, table, cups, rubbish.... i even went to mop the floor man when i was quite shag out liao.... after clearing up the mess, i jux drop dead on my bed le....

tis morning i actually hv soccer game wif my sec frenx de.... but due to my tiredness n the stomach ache, i didn't go n play... sry guys... den i ard 11plus wake up to go for my hair cut... as for nw, i nth to do lo.... ltr jux go n pack my bag to prep to book in tonite liao.... there goes a week liao.... upcoming event is onli val de party lo which on the sat nitex.... alright, dats all for my toking cock le... haax... cya every1, take care....

2008-11-22T12:45:00.003+08:00

pictures in one post onli... if not the post wil be super long den no 1 wil wan to read de.... heexx... smart rite... lolx. =P

well... here goes of my stupid blog liao... ytd in the afternoon i went down to plaza singapura alone to get ban xiong present lo... buy liao, also nth to do alone in town, so i decided to head back home... when i am taking bus home, i meet 3 lost gals in the bus... they were going to a blk but they had missed their stop lo... luckily i over heard their conversation, i told them they had missed the place, den i told them how to go back there lo.... hope they gt find the blk lo n not stil lost in jurong... =)

ltr in the evening i change up, n quickly went down to meet ban xiong n amelia lo.... we were going to have dinner tgt n also wait for xue jia to finish work.... three of us had 3 dishes n almost can't finish lo, end up i sup the remaining as i dun wan waste food ma.... haha, ppl might say mi jux 'ZHU' lo.... ard 9+, xue jia finally finish work le, we send her back home to change up 1st... den we headed down to holland V once again to chill out.... we went to the shop to drink lo, but didn't manage to see one of the staff we noe down there.... we heard from his colleagues dat he was sick, hope he recover soon.... we order a 'screw driver' n 'bucket of hoe garden' n within half an hour we were like almost finishing it soon le... it was damn fast lo, end up we order a jug of 'screw driver'... tis time round xue jia kip drinking it cox she say she taste dao orange juice nia, dun hv vodka lehx... we drank till ard 1+ den we head back home liao le.... cox three of them were quite tired le, so we end the outing early lo....

ban xiong, if u gt read my blog ar.... really sorry abt it ar... i really felt bad for it....

well... dats all for nw... nw i am going to prep things for tonite mahjong session..... plus in the evening i tink i may be going for a run 1st lo.... if not i wil grow fat soon lehx.... i wil stop my toking cock things liao..... Cya!!!! take care.....

2008-11-22T12:36:00.001+08:00

2008-11-21T02:43:00.003+08:00

well... here i am back again... heex... tis time round got things to tok abt liao... haax...

firstly i am so sorry abt the last post... i duno how to amend it lo... it look so 'ARGH'
nvm, i suan liao... so i decide to write a new post for it...

i was meeting two of my sec gd frenx, xue jia n amelia... we were going to do our wonderful fren, val de birthday...

it was a guest book for her birthday function dinner... we meet at 8pm lo... den i accompany the gals for their dinner as they jux gt down from their work place... after dinner n it was abt 9 liao, we at 1st say go amelia hse area there to do de.. but out of sudden we felt a few smal drop of water... den i saw the weather like not dat gd, so we had to change to another place to do... end up we went to the void deck to do... amelia start wif cutting of the paper 1st while mi n xue jia start to paint the wording lo... for mi, i took quite long to complete the letter 'V'... the reason y i lidat say, cox xue jia n amelia say i took veri long to do sia... lolx, den we were laughing as painting the letter like wan my life lo... cox i hv to be veri be careful as i cannot spill the paint out of the borders lo... after dat i start to help to measure the paper for amelia to cut the paper COX i confirm wil spoilt the paper de... =(

as i finish dat one, i was given a veri impt task by them lo... it was to measure the correct area to punch the holes lo... u all might tink it sound so easy, but actually it wasn't dat easy... cox some of the paper length were shorter, hv to do it piece by piece... i felt so bad for tis task as i even damage a few pieces lo... after tis, i hv done my part le, the rest were up for the gals to do le... it was gluing, arranging the letter, pasting which i can't do de n i dun wan to damage the work...

after everything were done, it was abt 1 am le... we took 4 hrs to complete it wor... each of us were tired le, as we nid to focus on it de... we quickly pack up all the stuffs, den i send amelia back home 1st n followed by xue jia lo... nw i am back home liao, start to blog all tis b4 i 4get anything abt it... tis was my 1st time to spend so long to do sumthing like dat lo, even though i did not much la... heex... but we three were so proud of our work piece... =)

haha... nw i duno wat to do after blogging, i guess i am going off to slp soon le... tml i am meeting xue jia, amelia n ban xiong for dinner... it is to celebrate ban xiong birthday in advance lo, cox his birthday is next tues dat we were all not free lo... =) hope he wil like it ba... nitex every1, take care...

2008-11-21T01:55:00.011+08:00

2008-11-20T01:18:00.003+08:00

BOOO!!!!!

back officially liao la..... blog have been change n updated liao le.... so cannot complain n say i nv do anything to my blog le....

today jux came back nia...... nw feeling DAMN terrible lo.... my face nw jux look like i kena AIDS lidat lehx.... hw sia!!!!! tonite is ladies nitex.. stil tinking of go chill out tonitex de.... but end up i hv to jux stuck at home lo.... BORING!!!!

so i make full use of tis time to make some changes to my blog lo.... u see my face gt so so many bites lo.... not onli my face kena, my neck, ears, hands n legs.... its jux like almost my whole self kena lo... damn irritating lo.... freaking itchy, yet i can't scratch as it wil leave scar or wat....

ARGH!!!! i also dun even noe which insect DONE TIS TO MI LO!!!!!!! nw is jux like suffering lo.... tired n slpy le, but jux can't slp wel, is becox of tis ITCHNESS lo... DAMN IT!!!!! nw jux wish to recover from tis asap lo..... i tink dats all from mi tis time.... i wil try to update soon.... take care everyone who is reading tis.... miss ya!!!!

2008-11-12T21:38:00.001+08:00

YOYOYOYO!!!!

you mei you ren xiang wo ar!!! haha!!!!

chua wee leong wil be back alive soon liao.... blog wil be change n updated soon liao

HEEX!!!!! miss u guys.... take care!!!!!

2008-09-05T20:00:00.002+08:00

currently i wun be saying or toking much.....

i not in the mood for anything.....

wil be confine in camp for at least 1mth..... when i feel beta den i wil blog again....

take care to those r reading tis...

2008-08-25T12:43:00.003+08:00

i noe ytd was supposed to meet up for a while de.... but i went back home 1st, cox i reall nid to wash up myself 1st.... den i did say i am tired n slpy, but i nv say not meeting up... yet u told mi to go home n slp.... i wun blame u, cox i noe u already upset when i told u all tis le... den today i woke up nv msg dao u... u shld hv finish yr 1st test today le ba.... nw shld be prep-ing for ltr 7pm de paper...

haix.... tml is yr 18th birthday le.... yet i am sitting down here doing nth for u.... tonitex booking in le, tml can't celebrate for u.... i duno wat a bf i am.... like dun bother it at all, dun care of anything at all.... not i nv do anything at all, is i not able to do it... i duno hw to tel u...

rite nw, i really dun wan to disturb or affect dao u from studying n prep-ing for yr exams... as i noe u hv been trying veri hard to study le, u scare u can't make it.... nw, i really duno wat to do, dat i onli can say a 'sorry' to u....

2008-08-25T12:34:00.002+08:00

well... ytd was a damn tiring day for mi lo.... my bones like wanna break le.... lolx...

sat 1900hrs book in lo.... so sianx... hv to go back slp for 7hrs as for safety issue... =) after dat woke up in the mid-nitex for breakfast... we reach padang ard 4plus ba... also 4get le, cox that moment stil blur blur de.... 6.30am commence the run.... manage to complete the run.... the legs like wanna break le.... nv been running that long distance.... mux go train lo.... heex... after the run, went back home to wash up 1st... cox that saturday was raining almost the whole day.... the field at the padang was super muddy lo.... like mud walk de.... haven start running, the whole legs n shoes fill wif mud le.... when running, some of the running paths were muddy too.... super sianx lo... tot onli outfield wil den kena all tis... reach home wash up le, den fell aslp to late nite...

den i woke up, mummy cook for mi maggie mee.... lolx... cox i too nua n tired to go down n buy food.... eat le den slack till tired again...

2008-08-17T17:04:00.002+08:00

wee to simin: wa.... really ar... duno lehx... i too bo liao le... anyhow put blog skin de... cox can't find any nice nice skin.... =)

wee to cheryl: u went to apply for wat job wor??

wee to silver: hey silver!!! really super long nv seen u liao.. ho seh bo?? lolx... i pinkish ma... haax.... i nw relink u liao la..... naggy... my birthday duno lehx.... =) i wil update again lo.... u take care wor...

wee to regina: hi nu-er... okie... daddy relink u liao.. heex... daddy so slow den did it.... pai seh wor... =) u take care!!!

wee to koonie: hi hi koonie!!! haax... ren zhong shi hui bian de... but i am straight wor.... lolx... u take care wor....

wee to oli: hi oli.... lolx... so nice for u to tag mi... =) thanks for yr comment,,, u take care... see ya....

wee to Xinyii: nu-er ar... wat mummy!! is daddy lehx.... i boy not gal.... i jux too bo liao le la... u help mi find nicer blog skin.... u take care wor... =)

baby, beebee not lazy wor.... is ang mo too lan le... heex...

2008-08-17T16:44:00.002+08:00

YOYO!!!! back again to blog liao le.... baby complain abt my blog too short liao.... write veri little lo... lolx... not little la, is my ang mo lousy, duno how to write long long essay.... heex....

okie ba... lets start toking liao... last fri i clear my airborne le... finally did my last jump liao.... wow.... heex... dats all my ns....

ytd morning wake up den went to wash up le... cox i was going down to baby hse there to meet her, as nid to bring her to go n see doc lo.... sick for so long, stil haven recover yet lo.... after seeing the doctor le, brought her to bedok central there to eat duck rice n i ate kway chap again... lolx.... hmmm.... we plan to watch movie, so decided to catch the mummy de movie lo.... so we went down to bugis 1st, to check the time slot at there.... but the time is ard 5+ lo... so we say go GV watch n we went to AXS machine to book the tics.... check here n there, all the earlier time left onli the front few seats lo.... so super siao diao... end up, no choice we decide on the later time at PS there... comfirm the tics le, we carry on our shopping at bugis street lo....

when the time for the movie was reaching, we head down to PS there le..... after watching it, actually the movie wasn't dat nice after all.... a bit waste money ba..... den we head down to boon yong de 21st birthday at changi aloha cranwell bungalow 1 there... reach there onli left giap n ang gong nia, samuel left liao le.... others either nv pick up call or coming late lo.... luckily i reach his chalet there, he was jux going to cut cake... super heng lo... lolx... eat for awhile, giap left 1st wif his frenx.... den follow by ang gong liao, as no one left n he sian le... i left ard 10+ cox nid to catch the last train back home lo.... send baby home 1st den i head back to jurong lo... reach home, wash up n slp liao le.... super tired lo....

baby ar... wateva things dat happen for tis week, sorry wor... huggies.... kisses lots lots..... i wun let dat occur again.... nv do dat twice... muackx... love love u lots lots... heex... u mux faster faster recover well soon wor.... miss ya lots.... jia you for yr up coming tests....

2008-08-10T20:43:00.002+08:00

BOOO~~~~~

lolx... here i am laming again.... well, baby start to nag at mi liao le.... blog growing web n dust liao le....

well... nwadays quite busy ba... on course here n there lo.... nth to say for camp...

as for mi n baby, ytd went to watch money not enough 2.... the movie really veri nice to watch wor.... really toking abt the life in sg....

well baby, sry for the those things dat happen... onli u n mi noe wat it is abt... i wun let it happen le... okie...

nw onli 2 big events r coming soon...

1st event - baby de 18th bithday on the 26th of aug
2nd event - my 21st birthday on the 14th of sept

dats all for nw... nid to go back camp le... cya

2008-07-04T02:03:00.001+08:00

well...........

a brand new start so i start wif a new blog skin lo... haax....

hughug my poor baby... stil doing her sch work.... gif u a big kiss

2008-07-04T00:51:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

any1 miss mi ma... lolx... shld be quite a number of ppl come n visit my blog ba.... but nth was updated since march till nw le.... heex.... sry ar...... past 4 mths, really duno wat to blog n no mood to blog..... can say many many things happen ard mi..... really duno where to start wif lehx.....

i jux list out wat the couples of event i been thru 1st...

18/03/08 our 1st yr anni
june period overseas training
15/06/08 one year soldier liao
26/06 start of 72km 27/06 end of 72km
27/06 receive my red beret

its really been a year le... times fly veri fast.... the journey to red beret really not dat easy.... earn it wif the support of my family n frenx especially my baby junjun, the sweat, the efforts..... really proud of myself.... =)

tis week having my off lo.... everyday r either at home or wif baby.... my 1st day of off went camp to sign sumthing den went to meet baby le... went to bugis there to hv our breakfast+lunch ... had 2 egg prata n chicken mutarbak.... stil not bad lo... after dat send baby to vivo, as she going sch at sentosa..... after dat i went to meet up wif tat kian n yong sheng.... yong sheng left 1st as nid to go airport lo... den mi n tat kian went to tat kian hse to take his car.... cox we going over to matthew hse to pay a visit to him..... see matt injury, really felt quite sad for him.... after been thru so much, end wif a bad injury.... hope he can come back join us soon.... den we went off ard 6+ lo.....

today woke up quite late, becox ytd nite stay up quite late to fix my jie de com lo... tio so many virus like free de.... den in the late afternoon went down to ROM wif my er jie n her bf for my cousin de ROM lo.... after the event ended, i join my jie n her bf at coffeebean in chinatown lo.... cox the time was stil quite early, as i meeting baby at 7pm lo... i went off ard 6pm n head to vivo... reach there was stil early, so went to walk ard vivo den went to mac to get chocolate milkshake for baby... she had been saying i nv get for her so use the chance to buy for her to drink.... her test ended abit late, so she came out from sentosa ard 7.15pm.... after dat we went to bedok 85 to hv our dinner... brought fried oysters, bbq chicken wings n chao guo tiao.... ate finish le, den hv to send baby back home... cox she nid to complete her sch work, as she tml nid to hand up....

nw i at home nua-ing le... lolx.... baby stil busy doing her work.... so i nw come n update my blog abit lo.... heex.... will try to kip updating my blog ba.... take care everyone......

baby, i really love u so so much.... MUACKX!!!!!

thinking of u every moment!!!

2008-03-10T15:01:00.002+08:00

haix.... blogging n blogging n blogging.... i also duno wat to blog le.... totally no mood to blog anything.... gt so many things to say in the 1st place.... but nw.... ARGH!!!!!

wil be mia ba... the reason is busy in camp ba.... wil be back when i feel beta n free.....

2008-02-10T17:05:00.000+08:00

haix.... i jux fark myself up.... damn it... nw everythings r destroy jux by my one action..... nw i don't wats gonna happen le..... tis two days i jux farking sad.... ARGH!!!! miss her so much... but..... zhen de hao xiang ni..... baby, pls forgif mi.... i deeply regreted for my actions.....

i really don't know wat i gonna do next..... I GOING MAD!!!!! ARGH, haix...

i don't know u gt read ma... i really hope u can reply mi....

i love u baby!!!

2008-02-07T03:21:00.000+08:00

well well well... its has been a mth i nv update my blog liao le... really look like dead blog liao le... spider crawling ard....

plus baby, ask mi update but i nv... sry baby.... so nw here i am to update my blog le....

hmm.... tis 1 mth also veri busy wif my ns stuffs lo.... holding onto a post in my company quite stress up.... alot of things hv to be done lo.... need to prep the training equipment lo.... receive the store list den muz find the equipment dat i am shortage of..... but sumtimes it came quite late dat i didn't really hv enuff time to prep n find lo.... end up sumtimes i crop up the store list den kena said lo..... i wasn't those kind of ppl dat r quite organise de lo.... specially my store.... my store is jux quite a mess lo.... everytime after a training, my store items always in a mess... some r missing, some r misplaced.... darn fed up wif it lo.... there is always some ***hole to mess up my store vehicle lo..... damn sianx de lo.... end up cause mi to hv a big headache den kena said lo....

haix.... always not my fault to mess it, but i stil can't say anything.... as i hv the responsibility to look after the store items n tidy up de lo.... luckily i hv 3 gd n nice buddies wif mi... they r samuel, boon yong n chun wei helping mi.... whenever i busy wif things den they wil be there helping mi out.... share my loads.... really appreciate their help lo.... i duno to tel them in person as i am shy person lo... lolx... many ppl cfm dun agree wif mi... but i am really lidat de lo.... heex... samuel is my 2IC den boon yong always helping mi wif the out-training stores and chun wei is my store admin, clear n tidy the mess in my stores de.... u all dun jealous ar.... they r really true buddies to mi.... without them helping mi, i tink i cfm die de lo.... plus nw i can see dat, there cfm gt ppl toking behind mi abt somtings not nice de la.... but i fark care abt wat ppl say de, if they tink of mi is dat kind of ppl den so be it...

ppl jux dun understand the role of my post..... tis post really hv quite a number of stress de when u didn't do the thing rite or nv prep well... confirm the ass kena F de lo.... but i hv no choice, jux hv to suck it up n do it... i duno any ppl from my company wil come n read my blog de, but i dun care abt it de.... if u all hv anything to say n not happy wif mi, jux come n tok to mi in face, dun go tok behind my back lo.... BO JI AR!!! aiya... hack care abt them...

luckily, i next week gt on course.... wil be out from camp lo.... 9 days away from my post.... at least can gif mi a break lo.... heex.... not i wan run away from my post, jux taking a break nia la... i go for course not playing ma.... =)

hao ba... tink i stop here for a while... i continue ltr on.... heex....
BRAVO 6th COY ALL THE WAY !!!! HUAT AR!!!!

love my dearest baby till my last breath in this world... miss u alot alot baby.... muackx!!!!

2008-01-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

haix... farking hated myself.... nw baby totally nv reply mi le... i am really very sorry for my actions for tis 1 week..... i regreted n very guilty... i shouldn't hv let u be alone... when u needed someone there for u but i wasn't there for u.... u needed someone to tok to, yet i fell asleep... i totally nv done any single part as a boyfriend at all... i broke yr heart..... u felt so unhappy, upset.... tis wasn't a bf shld do de.... damn myself.....

nw i gt things to tok to u, but i dun hv any chance.... cox i hv ownself destroy everything le.... today i book out at 7am but is 6am book out cox no one wake mi up... den took bus to inter to take train back home.... everytime when i am at tamp, i onli tink of wif baby onli.... sending her home, picking her up, pei her go shopping, send her to work.... everything r jux for her de....

baby, i really hope u forgif mi... i nw every moment r waiting for u... i am sorry... u r the one i love onli de... i can't live without u.... wat i hv nw r all becox of u changing my whole life.... i wasn't that chao ah beng le, bad habits quit le....

Love HO JUN JUN wif my entire life!!!

2007-12-23T14:12:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEEE!!!!!!!

AIRBORNE!!!!! tis whole month was jux busy wif my airborne course lo..... 21/12/07 was my veri 1st time jump out from an aircraft man.... lolx.... the feeling really different.... n dat date one shot jump twice wor.... aiya... jux nth much to tok... onli wanna say i DARE to JUMP OUT IN THE AIR!!! HEEE~~~~~

hmmm.... really hao xiang baby nw.... tok to her alot of stuff on dat day... baby... i wun 4get wat i said to u de... i wil do it n make it happen... wun say for fun de.... muackx.....

2007-12-09T13:02:00.000+08:00

after i came back from taiwan, i went to meet baby on dat day.... met to pass her the things i bought in taiwan n brought her to bugis.... cox wanna buy her bag as i didn't get for her in taiwan.... den we went to catch a movie 'Enchanted' it wasn't dat nice lo.... n baby didn't really enjoy the movie..... after catching the movie, it was ard late evening le.... so i decided to go to bedok 85 to eat stingray wif baby cox she feel like eating.... but when we reach there, it was total full house at there le.... baby see the crowd quite sianx le, so she say go bedok interchange there eat.... but we went there n can't find stingray... we walked ard n saw pizzahut so baby say mux as well go eat there.... i den brought her there lo, n tis is the 1st bad experience for pizza hut service..... waiting for table was long n the place was not full.... calling for the staff was slow man.... luckily the food was ok there if not i cfm wun eat pizza hut again.... haix jux a bad day man.... after we took 38 n send baby back home lo.....

i the next day hv to go back camp le..... cox need to return back all the equipments lo.... i stayed 2 days in pasir ris camp, den was transfer over to hendon for abt 1 mth to complete my AIRBORNE course lo.... 19/12/2007 wil be my first jump le....

ytd went out to meet baby, cox she need to get a dress for her cousin's wedding dinner today.... is buy 1 de, but end up i chose 2 more dress for her n she bought 1 shoes too... after dat went to tcc to study lo cox national library full house le.... study for ard 1.5 hrs, we went to bugis de hawker centre to eat stingray lo.... done, hv to send baby home soon cox she wan to study le....

today nw she no time to come out... nid to study more n nite going for wedding dinner, so wun hv enuff time to study..... i today duno y also, woke up quite late.... so nw here i am to blog everythings lo.... cox baby say my blog like going to completely dead liao le.....

baby, everything i done is for u de..... i wan u to be happy, wat u wan or do, jux in my limit, i cfm wil do or get for u de baby.... i love u lots n lots..... u r the root of my heart, nv can replace u de.... really hao xiang ni baby.... muackx

2007-12-09T12:36:00.001+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

finally cleared my CLSC le..... TOPO n 11 Outfield in taiwan hv completed le..... it quite tough but stil able to make it.... taiwan de mountains, hills r jux really darn high man.... carrying the load n walked up can kills mi.... lolx.... but i stil managed to complete it..... hmmm..... duno shld i say we r lucky or unlucky..... during outfield, nv really rain lo.... missions cleared smoothly but during our R&R tai feng came, we all gt wet n can't really do much things lo..... n tis tai feng cause mi to lose baby gave mi the cap dat she sew my name on it..... was veri veri sad n heart-ache, dat day went to search for the cap in the rain.... search til my whole body was wet but search in vain.... den i din hv enuff time to search lo... hv to go back camp le, so end up stil can't find it....

lets tok abt my R&R.... 2 nitex went to kenting, 1 day in kaoxiong n 3 days in taipei.... things over there really quite different..... alot alot of variety lo.... food over there also lots lots man..... everyday eat different food which sg dun hv de..... den i gt went to musemen, theme park, temple, memorial hall but the name of the places i forgotten le....

i am back in sg le..... haax.... actually back a couple days ago le, but jux not enuff time to blog lo.... reach back sg on 2/12 midnite lo.... last min daddy n mummy came to fetch mi home... n didi, da jie n da jie fu came too wor... after dat, daddy drove us to geylang lor (duno wat number).... lolx.... we went there to eat tian ji zhou lo..... hmmm... not really nice but stil can make it..... i tink i eat too many taiwan food le, den might prefer taiwan de food lo....

i tink i stop here 1st... i wil continue ltr.... misses my sweet heart nw wor... baby, i love u

2007-11-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

24hrs more gonna go to airport le... n i am going away for 3weeks.... training at taiwan lo....

its gonna be abit xiong lo.... but stil can tahan for it... nw the onli thing zui fang bu xia de shi wo de baobei baby...

really veri worried for u when i am away in taiwan... can't pei u for everything... i noe u gonna be lonely.... jux onli can study n study everyday... i am really sry baby... i also wish i can dun go... jux to pei u.... but hv no choice.... tis gonna be the last training le...

its gonna be 3 weeks... 21 days... each day duno wat u wil be doing... gt chi bao bao ma... gt shui hao hao ma.... sch work stress ma... zhen hen bu fang xi ni....

i wil come back in one piece de dats i promise u de... i wun 4get those things dat u wan to mi find n buy de... heex.... wil be nicenice de... not those ugly ugly de....

i love u baby..... jux really miss u so so much nw.... tinking of u every moment, every second ticking away jux onli hv u in my mind baby.... muackx.....

2007-11-04T18:24:00.001+08:00

WA!!!!!!!!!

mux really update my blog le lehx... going to be a mth nv update my blog le... baby saying i so lan tou to update.... heex.... really a bit lan tou de la... bleahx...

hmmm.... let mi really recap wat happen for the past 1 mth ba....

been thru the real CSLC de course stages..... its really a shag shag stages...

1stly is the Follow ME... 2 days at backyard n 2 days at marsiling... tis is to prepare us for our 4 days in tekong n ROC....

in the 1st place, really thinking whether can make it for tis course ma.... but nw stil been thru le....

2ndly is 5 days in tekong including our detachment challenge... tis is the really shag to the core part.... but after tis 5 days, really learn alot in it, n realise new thing in life... been thru wif my bunk mates hardship n learning journey....

3rdly is the upcoming ROC from 10/11 to 02/12... i wil onli update after i come back from it lo....

nw i nw hv promote to CPL le.... no longer PTE liao.... tis CPL is really earn it by hardship n learning curve...

nw left 6 days b4 i embark to ROC le.... n its going to be 20 days den i come back to taiwan.... is going to be difficult days.... gonna miss u baby alot alot... hen she bu de ni.... worried hw wil u be when i not ard.... can't take care of u if u not well.... baby, u r really my precious n special one to mi... zhen de hao ai hao ai ni.... i noe we hv been thru lots n lots de things.... our r/s r been up n down... but i am stil holding yr hands tight n nv let go de.... cox i noe i gonna foreva hold on to u for the rest of my life.... i wil rmb our r/s de law de... heex... =) when u write finish le, i wil frame up, always remind myself de.... i love u baby...

Wo de zhe yi shen zhong jiu zi you ni bao bei!!!!!

Wo Ai Ni!!!

muackx!!!

2007-10-07T17:04:00.000+08:00

Pictures taken during my POP!!

2007-10-07T14:08:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

i book out again le.... always been looking forward to book out day.... miss my baobei so much... xiang hughug baobei tight tight... i book out on friday nitex lo.... lets tok abt tis week de training...

monday n tues went for out field again lo..... nw is always going for field camp de.... it is actually quite shag out lo... but since i hv come to tis stage le, i mux work hard to complete tis course... dun wan to do halfway things le.... den wed afternoon came back from field camp lo.... after dat is always doing logistic stuffs like checking our items n cleaning our weapon lo.... for thursday n friday r in camp lo.... thurday hv our theory lessons on some topics lo.... it was a whole day, quite dry but stil mux focus on it... after dat ard evening time, we had dinner le den we had nitex out given by my OC n 2IC... they understand us well as we hv been working qutie hard for the past 2 weeks le.... i book out straight went to meet baobei cox zhen de hao xiang ta!!! but on dat day gt things happen, i am sry baobei.... i make sure it doesn't happen ever again le... i noe wat it wil cause if it happen again... muackx

following by the next day r doing our items, cox nid to prepare for the next field camp... whole day doing it den ard 4+, we finish it le... we went to pack up n bath, to prepare to go to hendon camp for happy hour... den from there straight can book out le.... i took cab home from my frenx... rest a while at home den went out ard 10 to meet my bunk mates to chill out.... we went to newton circus there to eat den we decided to go cine to watch movie.... at 1st all duno wat to watch so jux decide on the movie 'balls on fury'!!! the movie was not bad after all lo... haax.... but 11 ppl watch, end up gt 3/4 of them fell aslp... lolx... all say spent money to go there slp lo... buay tahan them.... after the movie end, matthew send mi home n he is the one to pick me up too.... really thanks him alot, if not i gonna spent quite alot on cab fare again.... thanks bro...

den ytd meet baobei at 1.30pm at her hse there... b4 meet make her angry again, after dat let her upset again.... haix... i hate myself lo.... always fail to make baobei happy n smile... den tok out le, went to bugis there, but is hv lunch tgt, end up is myself eating onli... finish lunch le, we went to walkwalk at bugis street there... baobei see so many clothes dat she wan to buy again.... see she always so disappointed after window shopping... hughug!!! i really dun wish to see u lidat wor... muackx!!! after dat, we took train down to bedok blk 85 to hv our stingyray again.... so nice to eat it wif baobei again... we finish eating ard 6+ ba.... tinking the time stil early n we hv nth much to do, so i suggested to take bus 30 from bedok to jurong lo... baobei give mi the face like 'HUH!!'.... lolx.... end up we stil take it back to jurong.... 1st time we two nv slp for the whole journey n we stil tok lots of things... haax... onli we 2 noe abt it... heex.... baobei, i wil rmb to go find the 6 guys de... muackx!!! when reach jurong, we went to jp de toilet 1st lo... haax... too long journey le, nid to pee.... heex...

after dat baobei say wan to walk back to my hse, dun wan to take bus... den i say okie lo... 1st time i walk back veri fast than last time alone walking.... love u baobei... n sry nv piggy-back u when walking back home... i next time den piggy-back u ok... muackx!! den we went to my hse there de prime mart to buy cup noddles for our supper lo.... cox she wanted to wat sumthing when we watch invisible target at my home lo....

i jux onli send baobei home onli.... onli she noe wat i mean tis... baobei, i stil wan to saty sry to u wor... muackx... i wun wan to hv it to occur ever again le.... wan to let u lie on mi 4eva!!! i love u lots lots.... its gonna be another 1 week den can meet u le.... misses u so much wor....

<[Tortoise World = Chua Wee Leong & Ho Jun Jun]>

2007-09-30T13:26:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am back le.... lol... really been pack up ever since after pop.... cox my CSLC course started le..... everyday in camp busy wif all the training lo.... plus also we hv quite a number of field camp lo....

actually i gt lots lots of things to say de... but really too long den 4get wat to write le.... but i stil hv some photos during my POP lo... once i gt those photos, i wil upload asap....

nw i am back wif baobei le..... it was on my birthday, we patch back le.... not much ppl noe abt it lo... lolx.... every1 stil tot i stil brooding over it for so long, heex pai seh ar..... we hv thrash out every single thing le..... tis 6 mths n 12 days, we really been thru lots n lots le.... i love u baobei.... we wil nv ever be apart again le.....

jux let u guys noe 1st.... on 10 nov 2359 i wil be at airport checking in le... my plane wil fly off at 0230 to taiwan for my training.... my next post den i wil write more ba... nw hv to quickly go bath le.... cox nid to rush out to meet baobei to send her go work b4 i ltr in the nite hv to book in le.... cya every1... take care.. pls rmb to tag when u visit my blog.... xiexie...

love my baobei junjun wif my whole life.... muackx muackx.... miss u lots lots whenever i am in camp.....

2007-09-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

haix... today jux slp until veri late den wake up... saw arthur de msg den cal him... he so fast went to hospital to see ah yo de father le....

i quickly wash up n do my stuffs den went down le... saw ah yo de father's injures quite serious... ah yo told mi his dad gt beta a bit.... nw really hope ah yo de father can faster recover!!!!

life r jux lidat.... anything can jux happen!!!! jux hv to cherish everything u hv nw.... dun wait until u lost it den u regret it.....

wo hao xiang hao xiang ni....... one week nv meet dao u le..... haix....

2007-09-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE MYSELF!!!! I HATE I HATE!!!!!

WAD THE FARK AM I DOING!!!! WAD THE FARK AM I THINKING!!!!!

EVERYTHING I DO N SAY R ALL TOTALLY WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!!!

I REALLY WISH I CAN TAKE BACK MY WORDS!!!! I TOTALLY REGRETED FOR MY EVERYTHING I SAID!!!!!

WO ZHEN DE ZHEN DE HAO XIANG HAO XIANG NI!!!!

tis whole week nv chat dao on hp wif u... nv meet dao u.... i felt like so loss!!!! life r jux like blank blank blank!!!!! even today went out wif my platoon n SGT, i stil feel lonely n loss!!!! but i nv show out dao....

it is jux like i lost my sun to shine my world... haix...

u r stil my dearest lao po to mi.... i really dun wan to let go.... i love u!!

2007-09-01T14:42:00.000+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

3 weeks + nv update le... lao po killing mi soon le, if i stil nv update my blog.... =x heex....

lets round up those not very impt de 1st.... 3 weeks ago, i was out of singapore.... u all mux be tinking i go where ba... go to tekong nia la... BMT de field camp lo.... 8 days in tekong were really an eye opener for mi ba... it is slightly different than my Sec sch de cca *NPCC* n plus dat time attend de OBS camp.... cox tis field camp hv powder bathe onli lo... everyday crawling ard wif the mud lo... hahax... is like becoming mud + sand man le.... everyday eating biscuits n rations lo... all tis were a totally new things to mi wor.... next were the trainings which are totally shag to the core but i really learn it well man... overall the field camp really change my mind set n taught mi hw to really survive in the wild.. plus it also increasing my detectment de bonding n platoon de bonding....

hmm.... the next thing i going to tok is my Bao Bei Lao Po Jun Jun de 17th birthday wor.... it was on the 26/08/07.... 3 days after the day i came back from field camp.... on the day itself, we say we meet at 10.30am ard her hse there.... but end up i overslpet, stil nid lao po to cal my hse to wake mi up.. sry lao po... starting of yr birthday, i upset dao u le.... i quickly went to wash n change up, den rush down to city hall mrt to meet her.. i was late abit again man... haix.... it is my 1st time celebrating her birthday for her but end up i crashes it.... she ask mi to find her on myself in the mrt station... saw her le den walk to her... we sat down there tok for quite a while... den after dat, we walk to ms de food paradise there to hv our lunch... bought the food le, but lao po gave mi some comments.. tis onli we 2 noe nia... =x finish le, we went to the GV to purchase the tickets for the movie 'Ratatouille' (rat-a-too-ee)... during the movie, we were laughing away... glad to see lao po laughing.... next time can employ rats to cook for us liao hor lao po.... =p heex...

after our movie, lao po went to toilet, i quickly went to collect the flowers lo... gt 3 roses means 'I Love You'... after dat we went to walk walk ard dat area lo... at 1st wan bring lao po to somewhere but i 4got hw to walk there le... end up walking ard suntec lo, den brought lao po to eat ben & jerry lo... owe her beri long liao le... heex.... after dat lao po went back to my hse, cox i nid to go back home change to book in.... i noe tis year i celebrate yr bithday veri short nia... sry lao po... after dat i send lao po back home 1st den i go back camp le lo....

ytd book out after my camp de ironman challenge... wow.... it is damn shag wor... but stil really enjoy myself as seeing all my platoon mates putting all their best to it.... n so my platoon got the best timing plus the ironman is in my platoon.... i am so proud of my platoon man.... CTI BRAVO COY 07 PLATOON 2 ROCKS!!!!!! i book out le, met lao po at tamp de mrt den she went back wif mi 1st... after changing up, we had our lunch/dinner at jurong point de mac lo.... cox dat time jp was super pack, partly was due to the Army Open House lo... when we finish le, we went down to far east to walk walk for awhile b4 i send her back home lo.... tis time she saw a top, like it veri much wor... ard 9 den send her home le, as for mi is straight back home le....

nw gt quite a number of things happening ard mi man.... dun wish to say ba....

lao po... u mux take care of yrself when i in camp ok... mux mux mux eat more n more... i miss u lots n lots.... muackx, love u always!!!

Cai Wei Liang Ai Ho Jun Jun Yi Shen Yi Shi

2007-08-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

weeeeee~~~~~~

i am back again to update my things again le...

friday was really a shag shag day man... early morning wake up to prepare ourselves for the challenge le... took our breakfast den follow by warm-up lo.... den started le.... it lasted for 2hrs+ de... ending our platoon was the 2nd position lo... Platoon 2 are always proud of ourselves.....

Bravo Company Platoon 2 Rulexx all the way!!! i love u guys!!! keep up all the hard work u guys putting in!!

den i book out le, plan to meet lao po de but i was quite tired le... cox ytd meeting her early in the morning lo... so end up, i went home straight le n as she was having her dinner at breeks lo... lolx... creamy pasta =x bleahx...

den ytd in early morning plan to wake up at 7.15am de.. i did wake up at dat time but i fell back aslp... den i woke up again ard 8.10 le... i saw the time den quickly rush to wash up n bathe lo.... okie le, straight rush out to tamp meet lao po le.... i met her ard 10 am le.. after dat we went to tm de long john silver for our breakfast... after dat we took train down to ms le... den when we reach there, we straight went to gv to check the time slot for the 'Rush Hour 3' n purchase the tickets for 12.35...

den we went to walk walk ard 1st as there is stil some time b4 the movie start... while walking ard, lao po saw the movie 'flash point' de poster... she went quiet for a moment n i noe the reason... sry lao po.... i noe we hv misses quite a few movies dat we wanted to watch tgt de... hughug... during the movie, we were laughing away happily... after the movie, we went to taka there... halfway thru, i nid to meet my ns buddy to take sumthing den lao po also nid to meet her fren to pass her old uniform to her fren... after dat we went to far east de basement... we bought the 'yuan yang' n hotdag den went to find a place to sit down to rest... we tok abt sumthing lo but is between we 2 onli... heex...

den i from morning till 4+, tinking where to hv our dinner lo... den lao po say wan to eat stingray so i brought her to bedok blk 85 there to eat lo... eat full full le, den we went to east coast park
to slack.... we sat down the beach there n tok out abt sumthing... really enjoying the time wif lao po at east coast park... jux onli 2 of us.... den i send her home, i went back straight home after dat.. on my way back, some things happen but is solve le...

promise to bring u there again when i book out again... see u very relax at the seaside, enjoying the 'hai feng'... laopo, i am sry abt ytd de thing... i wun let it happen ever again... love u lots lots...
i gonna miss u so much when i go tekong next 2 week.. u mux take care wor...

2007-08-09T18:02:00.000+08:00

hmm... i tink tis post wil be a short one ba... cox nw time is quite rush nw... stil nid to pack up my bag as ltr b4 2200 mux book in le... cox tml my unit hv a detachment challenge... den tml nite wil booking out again lo... =)

last few days when for outfield jux for a few days.. as it is for us to hv a experience of outfield 1st b4 we go for our actual outfield at tekong next 2 weeks...

so i will fully update again once i come back from my bmt de outfield... take care everyone...

lao po, i noe we tis 2 weeks had quite a number of up n downs de quarrels... sorry, mostly r my faults... i wil try my veri best kick away all my bad habits.... i love u lots lots.... i gonna miss u lots tis few weeks.... muackx muackx...

2007-07-29T14:50:00.000+08:00

well well well.... its really been a long time nv update my blog le ba.... lao po cfm wil say here alot of spiders crawling ard le ba... heex....

hmm... i also duno wat to write de n plus i also 4get abt wat i hv been doing for the past few weeks... i nw jux roughly recalled ba....

last week meet up wif lao po after my book out... we r like back to the routine again... we tgt head to my hse to change up b4 we go out walkwalk... we at 1st plan to watch movie de but most of the cinema r full house le or left the 1st 3 rows... end up we nv watch so we went to shop ard PS.... n once again, our date r jux always stuck at orchard de... sorry lao po... dun mean to always bring u there de... den brought lao po to G2K n she bought one shirt.... hope she wil like it... den after dat we took bus to airport to eat POPEYE.. halfway thru, we pass by suntec, she saw the NPD parade n she wanted to go take a look... N so we get down n went to take a look lo.... after dat we waited for the bus for quite long, end up we went to take mrt instead.. tis time we nv waste the trip to eat it as we gt ppl to reserve seats for us which is jonathan... thanks bro.... after eating, we went to viewing mall for a while den send lao po back home.. tis time send her home le, at 1st plan to meet frenx de, end up none able to come out.... so i jux went back home le, cox the next day i hv to book in early for my swimming lesson lo... super sianx but i hv no choice de.....

as for ytd i book out, gt loycus de dad to send mi home... thanks ah loy... was the 1st time so fast reach home after book out cox i always take mrt home de... reach home upack my bag le, den went to bath... after bathing, quickly change up n rush down to meet lao po at zip de hse lo... n ytd happen sumthing but is solve le... lao po, sry to let u lidat again... hughug... the love n trust u gif mi, i wil cherish it deeply de... love u... after dat, we went to vivo walkwalk, lao po saw some shoes n clothes dat she like but she nv buy it... after awhile we went to harbour front there to hv our dinner lo... when we ate finish le, we went down to PS de G2K to find the blazier dat lao po wan to buy de... n finally she gt the blazier le.... den we went to pc bunk there to find zip n skyboi awhile den i send lao po back home le cox it was quite late le.... whenever come to tis time, always really she bu de send her home, as recently we didn't really hv more time tgt due to some stuffs lo... but she bu de, stil mux send her home... reach her blk there le, see she walk to the lift den i left... lao po, ytd is our special day dat i wil nv 4get de wor.... i love u so much... hughug...

i den walk to the busstop there to wait my ns mates to come n pick mi up.... cox we going to bedok 85 there to chill out... we slack til ard 3am le den we all head back home le... cox we all also quite shack de... den yu hong send mi till woodlands there to take cab back home as the cab fare wil be cheaper abit... really thanks alot bro... den i ard 4+ slp le cox also quite shack de lo.....
ltr tonite going to book in le, but tis time is i go my ownself... cox daddy dun hv vehicle to send mi as his vehicle send for service.....

gonna miss u alot lao po.... u mux really hao hao take care of yrself... u hv been slping late for so many days le, i see u lidat veri xin tong de... i noe yr projects going to date due le, but u stil mux tc de... if u fall sick, hw am i going to fang xin...

ytd nite hv been thinking from the day we started till nw, we really been thru alot alot of problems.... lao po, i wil stil say the same thing, wo ai ni... wo hui yong wo zhe yi sheng lai ai he zao gu ni de.... muackx muackx!!!

2007-07-08T11:47:00.000+08:00

here i come to update my blog liao le... lolx... 2 weeks nv update le... my bao bei laopo say i so lazy liao le... so mux update some stuffs i hv been doing for the 2 weeks lo...

basically, tis 2 weeks r jux almost the same de lo.... every day jux training n training to train up my fitness... cox my fitness r super low when i enlisted... nw my fitness r starting to bond back together le... nw i wan to aim my 2.4km timing below 9m40s n my pull-up can do more than 15... next week wil be last week of PTP le... den my BMT training will be starting le.... cannot slack too much if not ltr my fitness drop again... hahax...

life in army for mi r very gd... training r tough but it is gd for mi.... n i am not alone in my platoon, i hv a bunch of wonderful bunk mates man.... everyday r nv bored even when we r tired after training, there wil confirm hv a person to be joking wif each other dat make us feel relax....

ytd book out le, went rush back home to see my grandfather lo... cox i call back home den heard he not feeling well.... hope he wil be fine.... after see him le, i den rush out to meet laopo at bugis cox she wan eat pastamania... after eating, at 1st we r going for shopping den we also plan to watch movie de... the time slot r so late de, onli the cathay house can make it.... so end up we nv do shopping at all, straight went to get the tickets lo.... after we gt the tics le, we went to buy egg tarts n soyabean drink at selegie road there lo.... den we went to PS to walk for a while as the time stil early.... after the movie, hv to send laopo back home le....

laopo, ytd the time we spend together r like quite short, but i stil enjoy myself wif u.... i can at least see u , dats gd for mi le.... next week i might book out late den we might not able to meet up... i gonna really miss u lots n lots n lots, laopo....... i love u laopo.... i wun forget abt our secret things de... heex.... i wil work hard to it de... muackx... i tink gonna stop here le.... u mux be stil slping but, nvm cox u ltr gt work lo.... ltr can see u b4 i book in.... love u always.... i go prep myself le.... bye every1.... take care.....

FOR HONOUR AND GLORY!!!

COMMANDO!!!

2007-06-24T02:36:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!!

1st book out... army life really can change a person de mind n thinking man... really enjoy my army life in commando!!! next time u all see mi wil be strong n fit guy de liao... lolx... dun be jealous!! as u all also can de... =)

today book out i met lao po at city hall den we go to my hse... today veri special as almost all my relatives n grandparent seen lao po le... lolx, especially ah gong n ah ma as their face look so happy sia... hahax... den after i went to bath n brought lao po down to coffeeshop to hv our lunch lo... eat finish le den we went to jp to walkwalk lo... ard 6+ le, hv to send lao po back home le... really wish to hv more time wif her but due to some reasons, we can't... but lao po, nvm, we wil be strong n walk thru these problems de... ok... i love u, muackx...

nw mux go slp liao le, as i promise her i wil slp early de... tml meeting her den send her to work den i rush home to take my stuffs n book in le... i wil onli book out on the next sat le... take care everyone...

lao po... i love u forever!!!!! muackx...

2007-06-11T18:31:00.000+08:00

i will never forget what i have promised you de...
everything wil remain in my mind 4eva..

nothing gonna change my love for you

2007-06-11T01:48:00.000+08:00

I DUN WAN TO BREAK UP WIF U!!!!! TIS SENTENCE WIL NV APPEAR IN MY LIFE!!!!

can't we jux haohao tok!!! i noe u r stress!!! y can't we take everything to a slower pace!!! i can't accept dat from u!!!! i mean wat i said to u dat nite!!! without u, my life r jux completely blank n loss!!!

EVERY1 DUN BOTHER TO FIND MI!!!

2007-06-05T14:02:00.000+08:00

HMM!!!!

here i am back to blogging again le wor.... today assign to stay in office lo... cox fang chee n siska r stil not back from l'oreal.... den boss n mdm going out for something... so i have to wait in office to receive some stuffs n also the air-con service ppl to come n service the air-con.... damn hot nw lo... the air-con onli have air n it is not cool air.... duno y always taking their time to come lo... duno tonite gt extra work ma?? if dun hv, can go home rest ba... today nearly overslept lo... damn shag wor!!

ytd nite after work, i take it as bad nite.... we all went back to office as mohdmud going to take his bike n send mi home... they stopped at the side road there to smk 1st, den mohdmud walk in to take his bike.. end up saw him walking back, n he say the carpark there gt 3 dogs, he dun dare to go in as he had a bad experience wif dogs... so we waited a while... suddenly i saw abt 4 dogs running out from the canel there n the 3 dogs inside the carpark also came out... the dogs came out le, started barking at us... we 4 were shocked, n rush into the van... lolx... that scene u see le, sure laugh like hell... we 4 dun dare to get out, we waited the van for awhile, den the dogs started to walk off le.. we quickly went in n take the bike lo... b4 we come out from the gate, i hold on to a weapon, jux in case any dog appear... lolx... wat a nite for us man....

nw darling shld be having her test le ba.... darling jia you wor... =) dun stress yrself so much wor!! i love u.. MUACKX MUACKX!!

2007-06-04T17:01:00.001+08:00

sianx sia man... so bored nw!!!

tis morning wake up was feeling not dat gd.... but den i stil came to work lo... as wanna savw up more money b4 i go ns.. today came office early to do things for my boss lo... den after dat follow my colleague go out to singpost, den i took cab back to office again... cox boss going out den no 1 in office lo.... ltr tonite working till late nite again ba... shag to the core man... but i mux ta han...

hmm... lets tok abt past few days doing wat ba.... basically is onli work n work lo.. fri n sat r doing the flyers project... putting flyers on the vehicles de wind screen... covering the whole pasir ris n tamp de carparks man.... damn shag wor.... it is like no ending lo... either open space de carpark or multi-storey carpark lo.... walking here n there or up n down.... den on sat, after work, i went down to east coast park for jerlyn de birthday bbq lo... jux go down n wish her happy birthday lo... =) after dat ard 12 plus took cab back home wif my frenx lo....

den sunday, i stay at home the whole day lo.... during evening time, went out to hv dinner wif my family lo.... nw den often eat outside tgt wif family lo... as i also going ns soon le, wun hv times at home liao, unless is weekend lo....

hmmm today quite big day ba... three frens de birthday,
jerlyn - happy 18th birthday
melvin - happy 20th birthday
kelly meimei - happy 16th birthday wor

i tink dats all for today liao ba... nw jux waiting for dat dickson to come over wif my lunch faster abit... n also my colleague to come back office to pick us up for our nite work...

darling, wo hao xiang ni wor... 好期待那一天，我们可以一起看日出！！我爱你，宝贝！！

2007-05-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

well well well.... its been 2 weeks i nv update my blog le....

jux too busy wif everythings ard mi lo.... working hours r all fully packed up.... from morning til nite.... OT works r on almost every nite lo... putting flyers into letter.... also putting flyers on vehicles de wind screen lo.... damn shag to the core.... work n work.... resting n slping hours r jux getting lesser n lesser lo.... every nite tired le, stil can't slp well.... haix... also duno wats wrong wif mi man..... left 2 weeks plus to work den is ns.. but i plan to work for 1 more week den i stop working le... wanna spend more time wif darling le...

dats all toking abt working time le.... nw start toking abt wat i hv been doing also during tis 2 weeks ba....

last thursday, i end my work early ard 4+.... den i rmb dat darling wil be working at 6 ltr... so i msg darling dat i meet her nw to pei her go work lo.... i met her at eunos de mrt there lo... took the train to bugis le den we walk to plaza le... reach there, we plan to go to the shop 'ah seng' to eat sumthing b4 darling start work... dun wan her to feel hungry ltr when working.. but end up, we nv go n we go to the canteen to hv some water lo... some frenx saw mi n her den say, ' wa, so gd wor, gt bf to send u to work wor'... always tio ka jiao de... no choice lo... heex... den kena spotted by our manager 'mr roy', he always say the same thing to ka jiao de.. haax.. den i went up n tok to sam for a while lo... when i saw they all start to prepare le, den i went off to jurong point to meet jonathan n joseph n joseph de gf lo... went to arcade to see jon play max tune lo... at there also saw sum frens too...

den abt 9 plus, joseph n his gf went off 1st, den mi n jon went to ntuc to get something lo... after dat i took train head down back to plaza to wait for darling to finish work... i didn't tel her dat i coming to wait for her... wanna gif her a surprise lo... n she was really surprise dat i came back for her.... as jux nw i left le den some of them asked her whether i coming back to wait for her ma... she say she duno lo.... quite a number of them say 'wa.. so sweet sia, wait for gf to knock off' , 'wa, hw i wish i gt a bf can come n wait for mi when i knock off'... darling was quite pai seh le, after they say those things... heex... when we walking to the bus stop at bugis street there, darling told mi dat she really felt quite special today... =) darling, u r always my special one to mi... muackx... the journey to her hse was quite some time dat both of us fell aslp till her mummy cal her dat ltr she wil wait for darling at bus stop.. i heard it le, i felt sian 1/2 but nvm ba, at least i can send darling to her area... reach her busstop le, darling got down 1st den i gt down... it was my 1st time see darling de mummy... i stood there n see they walk till their blk den i went to wait for a taxi lo...

<-------------the next date dat i meet darling ---------->

last sunday ba, i was not working on dat date... finally can take a rest, so decided to meet darling on dat day... dat day happened dat mummy n da jie n didi went to genting for holiday n daddy wil be working n er jie wil be out de... left mi alone at home... n so i told darling wanna come n accompany mi... n she told mi she wan mi to meet mi n to help her in her sch project too... so she chose to come to my hse to use my com to do her sch project lo.... dat morning, i went down to her hse there to wait for her.... den we went to TM to hv long john silver lo... after dat i brought darling to simlim again to buy thumbdrive for cox she lost her thumbdrive le.... bought le, we went straight to my hse le lo.... reached my hse, she start to use my com le lo.... but halfway thru, darling told mi dat she duno hw to do it.. den i also not gd in it de, i felt so bad lo... see she was quite stress up wif all her sch projects lo....

den she stopped it n went to see jonathan de online shopping site... she shown mi those items dat she like n wan to buy it lo... shopping was like part of her life dat she love shopping so much... i go along wif her, i wan her to be happy always.... after she finish her online shopping, i told her dat i gt sumthing to show... inside my heart, i hope tis thing wil cheer her up alot.... the thing was a couple tortoise soft toys lo... when she saw it, she looked quite shock lo.... i told her dat tis was for our third mth anniv, jux b4 i go ns i wan to gif her tis de... i wan to gif her the male tortoise, representing mi... when i am in camp n hv no time to pei her, it wil accompany her every nite... wanna tel u darling dat i wun let u feel lonely de... wan u to feel love n be happy...
darling, when i saw u hugging so tight to it, i was happy too... i wil try to send it to yr hse soon de... i wil tink of a way de...

ytd i finish work early again lo.... den i msg darling dat i wil be near her sch ltr... den she ask mi whether i wanna go expo ma... cox she say there gt food exhibition lo... so i told her i pei her go there lo.... but when we meet le, she say she feeling like eating katong laksa but she was not sure where it is... den she say she tink of eating the 'ba chou mee' at my hse de, but she say was too far, ltr go home wil be quite late le...

so we were like stuck lo, n we went up to the 4th floor at TM... food court was out of our mind as darling dun wan food court... den we were like standing in between pasta n ajisen lo, tinking to go to which one.. i decide for darling dat we go ajisen lo as we always go to pasta de... after we finish eating, we walk to CS there den darling saw things dat she like lo... but nv bought any of it... after dat i send darling home le, halfway on the bus, darling wan drop off at the centre there to see laptop price lo... after checking the price, we slowly walk to her blk there lo... after dat i took mrt straight back home le....

i tink i wil stop here le ba.... write quite long le... duno wat to write on le..... also feeling abit unwell.. all out of sudden de man....

darling, i noe recently we chat wif no head n no tail... the problem is becox of mi.. but i duno y i lidat... tis wun happen le... i wan to see u happy everyday de, i wil always be there for u no matter!!!

i love u darling.. muackx!!!

2007-05-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

hmm.. its have been four days i nv update my blog le ba... within tis 4 days, quite a number of things going on ba...

let mi start on sat ba..... last sat was mi n darling de 2nd mth le... hmm.. morning was like woke up a bit late lo... den bath n change up n rush to darling hse there to meet her lo.. but end up i meet her at the mrt station lo... tis time round we nv go to any restaurant or food court le... I brought her to eat 'Dao Hui , Dao Hui Zui , Curry Puff , Dan Ta'.. after eating le, darling say she eat until so full le but she eat not much lehx... heex... next time mux ask u eat more le darling, wan to yang ni bai bai pang pang de auntie tortoise.... muackx

Den after eating, we head down to marina square le... cox we catching a movie at there lo, n mux faster to buy tickets as scare ltr full hse... the movie was 'Spiderman 3' lo... The movie was not bad after all with a gd ending ba.... next time i wil bring along a jacket for u darling, dun wan see u cold n shivering in the movie...

After dat we went to walk ard marina square lo... den darling say wan to buy flowers for mother's day which is the next day la... so we walk to esplanade, raffles Link, suntec sity lo... but we nv get dao any flowers lo, so darling say wan go back to CS to get it lo... so we head to take train, on the way to mrt, saw melvin n xinyi lo.. reach CS there le, bring darling go buy the flowers n her notepad... as i wan bring darling back home earlier for her to rest early, cox saw she was quite tired le...

after dat, i jux head to amk for my work le... working from 11pm to 7am lo... work half way was damn shag le but stil hv to work... 7am reach home le, went to bath n slp.. actually at 1st i was going wif mummy they all to go n pray to my late grandma as it was mother's day.... but i was too tired so i nv go... woke up ard 4+ ba, mummy say ltr going out to eat le.. so quickly go n bath lo... we went to eat wif my 'er yi' de family at jurong west de blk 496 there lo.. eat le den we all went to IMM to walkwalk... mummy bought a new vacuum cleaner lo....

den on monday nite, was working halfway, receive a cal from my good fren, valerie... when i heard from her dat her dad had jux pass away, i was damn shock... her dad was a super nice n friendly person, always see him smiling away de... went down to pei her after my work... ytd also went down after man work... today went to take leave to come n help her as was the last day of the wake le... Val, if u r reading my blog, anything u nid help, not onli mi, mi n others wil be there for u de... we noe u r a strong gal de... Jia You sister, u stil hv to take care of yr family... =) for mi, within a year, i hv 5 ppl dat i noe de, had left tis world to the heaven le... it was really sad to have someone dat u noe is gone... ever since my late gd buddy, isa had passed away, i told myself dat i will cherish every single one dat i noe de.... if one day i really lose anyone i noe, i dun wan to hv any regrets for not cherish our frenship or wat lo...

nw tis is for my precious darling de

although we been tgt for 2 mth le, but to mi is like a long period le... we hv been thru a number of quarrels n disputes ba.... even nearly break up.... i am honestly speaking dat i hv change alot as becoming a beta person le.... darling, it was u who helped mi in tis so u noe wat i hv change le.... those promises i made to u, i wil nv break it de... it wil always in my mind de...

darling, u did ask mi b4 y am i not angry abt those things... even if really gt, i wun say anything.. u r my 1 n onli darling... if i wun be for u, who will... i wanna let u feel dat i wil be here to pamper n love n care for u...

u r the onli 1 in my heart

my onli darling

loving u wif my whole heart

Jun jun, i wil cherish u de! using my heart n soul, to love u with my whole life! I love u, my precious darling!!

2007-05-12T03:30:00.000+08:00

hmm... time for mi to update le as really been quite a long time nv update le... =)

well... for everyday r jux stil the same old things ba... work n work to earn more money... =)

thurs was my graduation ceremony... nv work as i was going for it... end up i went to sch den i noe dat the cert wun be able to get so early... a bit sianx... so decided to leave n went down to tamp to meet darling... i was waiting for her at tamp de interchange as she was stil in sch doing her sch stuffs lo... she reach le, den we went to TM de foodcourt to eat as she was quite hungry lo... after eating, we went down to marina square to walkwalk lo... again it was a last min thing ba... sry darling... didn't want to be lidat de... =) wat we tok on dat say, i wun 4get de.. i promise u dat.... i love u...

as for today... i went to meet my really old frenx dat we nv meet up for abt a yr le ba... met them at chinatown den went to lucky plaze to meet another fren den we took 36 to changi airport to eat n slack there lo... we really tok alot... really miss those days dat we always hang ard tgt de... =) nw 3+ den i reach home... was tired le... tink i stop here le... ltr in the morning, going to meet darling le... take care every1 dat is visiting my blog regularly... =) bye

u r jux my 1 n onli darling.... my hands wil jux hold on to u 4eva n nv let it go de... muackx... i love u!!!

2007-05-03T21:44:00.000+08:00

hmm...

mux start to blog back liao wor... if not ppl saying blog going to grow spider web le wor... lolx... got spider web den can become spiderman liao lo... muahaha... i noe i am lame...

tis whole week was damn busy wif my work lo... work n work... early morning n end late nite... sianx wor... onli sum days end work early lo... so tiring, but can't complain much as work is lidat de... wan to earn money to save up for our plans.... heex....

1st of may went to meet darling.... we went to eat Fish & Co. lo.... cox also duno want to eat wat... darling i noe u dun wan mi always spend so much money... next time u decide to eat wat lo.. okie... we went to walk walk at the new AMK Hub lo... after dat walk the whole place le, den duno where to go.. so we jux head to orchard lo... den we go to wisma there walk walk lo... at dat time, darling was feeling abit sianx.. onli i noe y, darling i noe u wish to buy but cox of the reasons... =) dun sad sad ok..

hmm dats all for nw ba... tis sat going to watch spiderman wif darling... but onli sunday will update ba, as after the movie, gonna go work at plaza park royal le....... take care every1....

CWL LOVE HJJ 4EVA IN HIS WHOLE LIFE

MUACKX!!!

2007-04-27T11:18:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! my ns letter finally come liao le.... 15th june have to report to pasir ris camp (Special Operation Tactics Camp) all my plans crashed up le.... can't go for darling de class chalet le... can't pei her watch sunrise le... haix...

today in the afternoon went to meet darling at tamp after she finish her sch lo.... as cox sat we can't meet up, i hv to work whole day lo.. so we went to bugis to have our lunch at pastamania lo.... den went to walk ard bugis lo... walk to ard the parco den walk to the bugis street lo... darling saw alot of bags/jeans/T-shirt/skirt/shorts dat she like but she can't buy lo... if buy, ltr go home wil tio say by mummy de... walked for a while onli, den we head back home le....

when we reach tamp interchange, my mummy cor mi to tel mi abt it de.. den i told darling abt the news, she look so sianx... i also dun wan to spoilt the plan at yr class chalet... gonna miss darling so much le... the camp is at pasir ris so whenever book out, 1st thing is to go find darling le.... left 49 days to reporting to camp le....

darling, i love u.. i wil never leave u de.. muackx.. kiping u in my heart place

2007-04-17T22:01:00.000+08:00

i duno y suddenly felt so strange... darling when u jux nw ask mi abt dat question, i really duno wat to say... i am really putting a stop to all of it le... darling, i really nid to hv more faith from u.. i noe time n time again, i let u down... but i really dun mean to de....

darling, i love u... i wil nv forget wat i had said to u... muackx... hoping dat we can meet up soon...

2007-04-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

tis r some pics we took ytd

okok.. i am back blogging again le b4 more ppl say i lazy to blog le... lolx.....

well everythings r jux like the same lo.. working everyday...

last friday darling had came back from holiday le, so went to airport to wait for her lo.... darling wear spec look so guai.. heex... den the next day i went to tamp to wait for her, den we went to vivo to walk lo... also to tok abt sumthing (onli we 2 noe wat is it)... darling, wat i had said to u on dat day, i really mean it... my love for u r getting deeper n deeper in every min... muackx... we jux walked ard vivo for window shopping lo as darling stil cannot start her shopping... =) ard evening time, we head back to tamp le as she quite tired le lo... den i head back to jurong le.... darling, thanks for yr gifts... i love it, i wil haohao use it de...

den ytd was our 1st mth together... we went to sentosa to enjoy ourselves.. we went to siloso beach, onli mi n her noe wat happen lo... heex... after dat we went ard sentosa to explore as quite long nv come to sentosa le lo... after dat we took the monorail to vivo, den bought some drinks lo... after dat, darling say wan go to town to walk walk lo... so we head to town again... i brought her to the heeren to see the hairband she saw the other time.. but the hairband not there le, as i plan to buy for her lo... nvm... i wil go search for the same kind of hairband for her de... =) den we walked to cine as she wan to watch movie but the movie haven show yet lo... dat time was ard 6+pm le ba, den we decided to hv dinner tgt outside... after tinking for quite a while, we went to 'hongkong' to eat lo.... tis is the very 1st time we two eat until so full... lolx... the dessert we order was so big man... 4get to take the pic lo.... we eat until shivering away as it was so cold man... lolx... after dinner, we slowly walk to mrt as we had a bloated stomach lo... reach her hse there le, den i head back to jurong le lo....

darling, i can see u gt enjoy yrself wor... i love u lots.. i wil nv leave u de, n nv let u sad again... wanna make u happy forevere n ever.. muackx...

2007-04-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

okie ppl... i update the pics liao le... dun say i nv update lo.... =) yeah!! she is coming back very soon le... counting down le....

tis is the pic b4 she went holiday n she love tis pic the most de...

my beloved darling... love u lots... muackx

tis is our very 1st pic taken tgt out Plaza Singapura there as also our 1st date... love u darling

2007-04-07T01:47:00.000+08:00

haix... nw abit no mood to write much ba... all becox of my tupi stuffs once again....

duno i hv make darling angry again? haix...

darling, i really can't lose u... i noe the 1st day we been together, i hv upset u quite a number of times le... i really dun mean it de... quite a number of frenx say i hv changed le... i also felt dat when i am wif u... not the old wee leong wif all the bad stuffs in the past le... darling, i noe u wun be able to read tis de...

i jux wanna tel u dat u r my 1 n onli... u r my root of my heart... can u 4gif mi? i love u forever, junjun

2007-04-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

yox ppl... finally nw i can start to blog le ba.... tink gt abt 1wk + nv update le ba.... haax... lets start to say past 1 wk i doing wat...

actually also nth much lo.... everyday jux work n work n work... dats all... work from morning 8+ till 6+ or sumtime work ot till 10+ or 11+ lo... last fri nite 1st time took work back home to do lo... help my boss print cards lo n the amount is how much u noe, it is 10k lo... the printer was damn farking slow lo n stil nid mi to sit down there to push the card in.. if not the printing process wil jam lo... from fri nite to sun nite, was at home from day till nite... sianx lo... no choice, hv to earn more money nw to pay off my hp bills lo... den the printing stil nv end.. monday i also nid to continue to print it... n is 8+am i reach office den work till 11pm... totally shag to the core le... den ytd work ot again... reach office 8+ again, work n work till 10+pm den went to meet amelia n ban siong for a while... slack wif them for awhile as i long time nv chat wif them le... =) reach home den bath n went straight to bed le... MY BACK IS ACHING ALOTS MAN!!! ARGH!!

den as for today, start work at 9 lo.. reach office hv to push all the tupi pallets out lo... den start doing the stacking again lo... kip bending up n down plus still nid to wrap the pallets up lo... i alone doing stacking n wrapping... no choice, as i noe the way of wrapping pallet my boss wan de.... total stack n wrap 21 pallets... my bones wanna break into pieces le... nw stil stuck in office lo.... too many pallets le, cannot put all in lo... my boss ask mi to ton at office as tml morning wanna send out the pallets le... so sianx n tired nw.....

darling nw stil at oversea... past 5 days le, so alone... she not ard den i onli jux work lo... 好想她喔！9 more days den she wil be back in sg.... wil wait for her to come back...

yeah! i pass my ITE le... gt a 'B' for Computing Maths and Program n a 'C' for Multi Develop and AV Produc... my cumulative GPA is 2.136 n is awarded the cert for my course 'Informatione Technology'... felt quite happy le, at least i pass my ITE.. if not i wil hv wasted 2 yrs studying nth le lo... heex.... nw stil waiting for my NS letter to come lo... haix... duno when wil be posted lo...

U r always in my heart as there wil be no 1 can replace u de... love u junjun!!

2007-03-27T12:19:00.000+08:00

nw so bored n tired.... 2nd week working as a clerk lo.... lucky my boss n mdm let mi use com... if not i surely die de... today n ytd was like doing the same thing lo...

YTD

jux stay in the office helping my mdm to print the labels lo... after dat abt 2pm my boss n mdm left the office le.... i alone in the office lo... reading frens de blog to kill time.... abt 4.30, my boss cor mi dat i can go home le.... so i lock up the office n went home le... reach home, den saw my mummy having dinner so i also go have my dinner lo.... after dat i cal junjun liao lo.... from 6pm chat wif her until abt 8+pm den we hang up... cox i going downstair to take money from fren den she also wanna watch tv liao lo.... den i took the money n went back home le lo.... haix... hp bill de reminder come liao... wanna one shot clear le... dun wan kip on owing starhub money le... veri sianx le... promise junjun dat i wil cut down my hp bill le, cox i really use too much le... =) den ard 1am ba, i cor junjun again to chat on phone... toking abt jux nw her mummy nagging her lo n saying her mummy abit strange tis few days... also dunno y lo... =) junjun ar, dun tink so much okie.... den we end our chat ard 2.30am ba, cox she tired n wan mi to go slp if not tml can't wake up for work lo....

Today

tis morning overslept again ba.... my mummy gave mi morning call to wake mi up... i answer the cal le den i went back to slp again... lolx... pig ritex... duno lehx... today abit dun feel like going to work but no choice, i hv to work... to earn money for my saving in the future use... also for my auntie tortoise de shopping lo... tinking junjun shld be nw stil slping lo... tis xiao lan zhu stil say she is not lo... junjun ar, mux start to go back to normal slping le wor... if not sch start, sure can't get used to it wor.... =) 3 more days, she wil be flying to china for holiday wif her family le.... n it wil be 2 weeks lo.... wil be missing her veri much...

i wil stop here 1st le, cox busy helping my mdm to print things lo.... maybe nite or tml den continue to blog ba....

jun jun ar.. promise mi dat u wun tink so much le ok.. i noe u also dun to de but u try to, ok... cox kip on seeing u everyday stressing abt it, i xin tong de.. i am always be there for u every moment in my life... love ya, jun jun...

MUACKX!!

2007-03-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

today is my happiest day!! my 1st date wif junjun.... heex...

tis morning my alarm rang at 10.15am, i woke up n stop it.... but end up i fell back aslp after stopping it... den ard 11.45am, woke up again... saw the time n was shocked.... quickly gt up n went to bath n change... after dat, i rush out of my house to boon lay to take the train lo... from boon lay to tampines was quite a distance but its ok to mi... i noe many ppl wil say for a while onli... i wil show dat i wil always go till tampines to meet or wait for her...

the journey was abt 1hr ba... reach tamp de bus interchange ard 1.20 le... went to take bus to her hse there n wait for her... den she came down le, but she told mi to wait at bus stop 1st as she wan to go n buy sumthing lo... i asked her wat thing but she say ltr i wil noe... it make mi so eager to noe wat is the thing lo... she bought le, den we took bus back to tamp de mrt there lo... took the train to plaza singapura there, wan go watch 'mr bean's holidays'.... bought the 7pm de tickets cox 3+ n 4+ de tickets selling fast le lo.... dat time was ard 2.30pm nia... so we decided to hv our lunch 1st at yoshinoya there lo.... after we ate finish, stil left 3hrs n 30 mins to our movie... i suggest to go orchard there walk n she at 1st a bit dun wan ba... cox abit tiring to walk so far... but end up we stil walk to orchard....

we walked to the heeren 1st, den to paragon, den to far east, den rest a while at far east, after dat walk to a bench to rest again, den lastly walked to takashimaya lo.... finished le, we walked back to ps liao lo.... went to the place outside ps de 7-11 there to rest as time is stil early lo...

darling, tis for u.. i noe jux nw like dat was a bit boring ba... sry, i noe u wil say no n its ok... no more next time of tis liao, ok, i promise u... =)

abt 6.55 le, we went up to the cinema le... wow the 7pm stil so pack sia, sat down n wait for the show to start... den darling took a rest again cox a bit tired after walking for such a distance... =x the movie started le, n at 1st she abit slpy ba, end up heard she laughing away happily... lolx... see she enjoy the movie, felt happy too lo.... after the movie, den we walked to the mrt station to send her back home liao lo as it was quite late le... inside the station, she finally tel mi she bought wat thing in the afternoon... it was the bear dat mr bean had it de...

she say she wan mi to rmb tis is the 1st movie we watched tgt, n tis bear wil represent her lo... wan mi to keep well, always kip it by my side... i promise dat le... heex... oso she going overseas soon le... 2 weeks can't see her le, actually abit sad lo... we jux had onli our 1st date nia.. den nw 2 weeks she not in sg... nw she gt tis bear to pei mi for tis 2 weeks... i was happy la...

darling, rmb wat we were toking outside the 7-11 there ma.... dun go n tink so much abt it le okie... i mean it of wat i told u jux nw... i love you... muackx.... nv let u go as i am holding u tightly by my side

2007-03-25T02:09:00.000+08:00

wow... nw is 2.10am le... a bit tired le after working lo.... but today is my happy day too...

it was abt 2 weeks i nv saw my auntie tortoise le wor... today met her at tampines lo.... cox sat morning i was working at tamp de mrt there, giving out flyers lo... from 9 -11.. sat morning i nearly late for work lo... i ask jia xin to cor mi to wake mi up... i did wake up den i fell back aslp again... end up when i woke up, i realised i was damn late, i let 2 ladies waited for mi abt 30 mins ba... so pai seh lo... =x den bath le n quickly rush down to boon la mrt by cab lo... no choice, take bus cfm even longer... met them le, den we took the train to tamp there... reach there le den start to gif out the flyers lo... when 11am le, we pack up n went to mac... as i wanted to eat sumthing so they pei mi lo... bought some food n drinks le... started talking to jia xin n her fren 'hui min'.... we chat for abt 2 hrs ba.... both were so gd man, cox i was waiting for my gal to come n meet mi but is at 2.30 lo... abt 1.15 le, they wanted to go off to other place to hv their own sisters time le...

i bo bian, so i walked n walked to the bus interchange.. found a seat n sat down... read newsapaper n listen to my ipod to kill time... lolx... 2.30 le, she arrived le den we walked to tamp de food court but end up decided to go bugis... at bugis jux walked ard den she bought a hp pouch for herself cox her pouch was tio stolen lo... after dat, we went to buy some food n went to our working place 'plaza park royal hotel'...

den jux nw in plaza, every1 saw us tgt, started to ka jiao here n there... so tupi lo... lolx... today de work stil ok... was appointed runner lo.. jux help to prepare n serve the dishes out lo...

n nw i am back home liao.... heexx... ltr going to meet her out for a movie.... can count as our 1st date, hope she wil enjoy herself tml.... dat xiao lan zhu cfm nw slping soundly le =x oops... heex.... ltr at nite den i update abt our date... nw veri tired le... wan go bath n off to slp le...

Love Jun Jun!!

2007-03-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

hmmm... tink nw onli update abit le ba... cox i really a bit cannot tahan le... 42 hrs nv slp dao le... working everyday....

ytd went to bryan de chalet n end up ton there till morning lo... half of the guys were drunk or half-drunk ba... helping them to clear up the mess lo... after dat, went to the room to tok tupi stuffs wif the plaza ppl lo.... end up tok n tok, i onli laid on the bed properly for 15mins nia... abt 6am le, went off wif jian ming n terence lo... we walked to pasir ris mrt lo... i took the mrt alone back to jurong... slept in the mrt... half way thru, was been woke up by a tupi lady lo... been on albow mi lo... abit fed up cox cannot hao hao rest... but i tahan lo...

den reach jurong le, rushed back home to bath n change into new clothes den went to take cab to work le... today de work super relax ba... morning went to office n jux sit there till 12+pm den my boss ask mi to go buy lunch for him n mdm... they finished le, den my boss ask mi pei him go out to bank lo... after go bank den back to office to wait for my fren to come n pick mi up lo... cox jux nw 5pm to 8pm, i were giving out flyers at outside tampines mall there... b4 8, i finished everythings wif my frenx le.. so jux went back to jurong le... go wif 1 fren tgt to meet 1 more fren for dinner lo.. after our dinner, we went to the pub "recharge" lo.... drink till 12.40 den went back home lo... as really wan to tuo le... jux nw called darling for a while den she went to slp le... promise her to slp early once after i finish blog lo... heeexx... so i nw going to done le lo.... tml den continue....

darling, u hv really fill up my whole heart le... no 1 can replace u de.... i love you lots... muackx... hope ltr n sunday, we can enjoy our dates ok... heex... nitex... missing u every moments

2007-03-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

wow... i am back blogging again liao... haax... cox i say everyday wil update for her to read de...

today a bit update ba... cox tonite going to bryan de chalet to celebrate his birthday lo... nw currently stil stuck in the tupi office lo....

tis morning managed to drag myself to wake up for work lo.... bath le, faster change n rush out for work... tis time round, i stand in the mrt le... dun dare to sit down le, cox ytd i sat down n fell aslp, n miss my stop.. lucky onli dover nia.... gt down from clementi den waiting for my fren ' hassan' to pick mi up to go office... reach office, again been told to stay in office lo... cox my boss de clerk stil on MC lo... sianx...

jux help my boss do some inserts for the letters lo.... den he ask mi to re-arrange his stuffs lo... finish le, jux slacking ard....

abt 1+ le, den he told mi to continue stay in office till 4.45pm.. after dat can go off le.... whole day like do nth sia... lolx... den my lady boss say if wan use com den go ahead... lucky can use com, if not i sure super sianx lo... rotting away nw...

nw stil tinking tonite wanna ton at bryan de chalet ma... scare ltr they make mi drunk den i tml cannot work, i cfm die de... ltr den see how ba... 30 more mins n i am officially knock off le... haax... if tonite nv ton, den i go home continue to update lo... wishing dat ltr can meet dao darling... 我好想你！

today is our 5th day le... we wil hold our hands tight n walk down the road together... i love u junjun...

Uncle Tortoise 会永远爱着 Auntie Tortoise

2007-03-21T20:47:00.000+08:00

WOW!!!

haax... finally i change my blog skin le.... becox of my auntie tortotise lo... say my previous blogskin veri ma fan... so tis skin will also be temporary onli... until i found a nicer one, i wil chane again...

let mi start blog abit ba as i really nv update dao for a long time le...

1stly, i had finish my studies in ITE le.... so nw waiting for the results onli lo... den i noe myself very well, i hv no chance to get into poly de...

2ndly, so i nw jux waiting to get into ns lo.... hoping dat i can get into commando lo.... *pray hard* lolx...

3rdly, i hv finally found my love le.... it started on the 17th March 2007.. my darling jun jun... wat i hv promise u de, i wil mark my words.. but i really nid abit more time de... ok darling... muackx... u r my auntie tortoise le...

auntie tortoise, u tis few days had been not feeling well wor... cough haven ok den today stil sudden headache... mux xiao xin ok... rest more... dun let mi worried le... love ya lots....

2007-02-08T12:04:00.000+08:00

Being a gd guy is damn difficult de..... do this n do dat, end up is onli i am suffering...... suan le..... take it as i sway ba..... giving a helping hand to any1 mux hv yr limit.. if not u wil jux suffer like mi de...

2007-01-31T17:39:00.000+08:00

i am back here again to blog ba....

ytd morning overslept lo... den jux nua to 11+ n woke up to prep moiself to go sch lo... went for soong de Cmaths lesson le.... learn a new thing den finish lesson le.... bored le den soong say can go home le so jux left the class n head to the bus stop... den i was like thinking shld i take 185 home or train... cox nw nid to budget le.... but endup stil take train back home...

but took train back also not bad... saw one of moi sec sch gd sis.... then both of us started asking each other "how r u?"... haax.. cox we 2 hv nv met or talk to each other for abt 1yr++ le ba... we tok on the train till boon lay le, then we went to jp de mac n sat down continued our chat... really had a gd chat wif her wor... she told mi 1 thing dat i hv change alot le... become more dong shi le, ye hui xiang le.... i laugh... do i really become tis level le ma... xiao mei zhen de tai kan de qi wo ba... lolx....

den ytd nite finally decided to start exercise le... went for a jog ard moi neighbourhood here... run abt 5km le den a bit shack le... started jogging back home but half way i felt dizzy abit.. so stop down n cool down... haix... regreted last time nv exercise often... nw mux kip on exercise le.... as moi ns nw de high chance is tio commando sia... mux stand by le.... lolx.... wan to become a fit fit n muscular person... muahaha.....

today overslept again man.. it is due to ytd over-exercise moiself le.... lol.... den 11+ woke up le, n i nua until nw lo..... ltr watching singapore vs thailand by tv le.... cox fren dun hv ticket for the live at the stadium le.... hope singapore wil win the asean cup n stay as defending champion man......

trying to take everything easy for nw....

2007-01-29T11:21:00.000+08:00

FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!

HONG GAN LA!!!!! ARGH!!!!!

y i always get all tis fuck type de things AR!!!!!!

wun online for the time being..... wanna mia....

feel like quitting sch man..... fuck up AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-22T15:49:00.000+08:00

wow.... this whole week also nth much happen ba...

its stil the same lo.... morning sch... nite work lo.... feel like going to die le... shack to the core man.... planning to save up all these money to buy a new addias jacket, some shirts n a pair of jeans... haha... tis time round buy everything le, confirm i can declare broke le.... muahaha.....

haix... nw like feeling veri sicky le.... headache making mi freaking in pain..... body aching like fark le.... =( who can gif mi a gd massage ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nth to write le.... next time free den write again ba... nw everytime write blog, always in sch de.... moi home computer going to collect dust le... lolx.......

r my blog like graveyard ma.... really like no1 visiting de... cox moi blog also nth much to read de.... shld i close blog ma???

2007-01-16T09:15:00.000+08:00

wow.... its been a week i haven update moi blog le.... let start toking abt the past 1 week ba....

its been a week from sch reopen le... nw stil busy wif the 2 farking projects lo.... haix... it is last term de projects but till nw stil haven done anything... sianx 1/2 man.... nw trying to complete half of it by tis week le... if not, i confirm die for sure de.... damn freaking tired everyday man.... slpy in class like fark lo.... mux pay attention in class cox wan to get a veri gd grade for tis term to pull up moi overall GPA lo.... as nw moi overall GPA is onli 2.022 nia... jux nice.... aim to get over 3 de lo.... haix... but nvm... nw if can get near GPA 3, enuff for mi liao... lolx.... 2 mths to GRADUATION liao.... damn freaking fast lo.....

nw de aim for everyday is dat IT IS A MUST TO COME SCH!!! lolx... siao rite... bo bian... mux guai guai de complete moi ITE liao.... dun wan waste the 2 yrs in here....

today morning late for theresa de VB lesson... she nv say anything again... haax... cox she got used to it liao... nw got a small break den faster blog lo.... actually jux nw type alot le... but all gone, thanks to ms theresa lo... CHI BYE!!! go n log off com to log in the admin acc.... she shld hv ask mi hv i save moi stuffs anot lo... ARGH!!!! lucky i in gd mood lo.. if not i sure kpkb in class liao... lolx.. i pai kia rite, but i am not lo cox i am gd n guai boi de(cfm got ppl say mi liao =p)...
after tis got JCU suyani de lesson but duno she got come anot... some say like lesson cancel... aiyo... fark up rite... teachers always shu ka shu ka mc den miss lesson den we r lag behind... fark lehx... especially dat mdm aza lo.... she duno MC hw many times le.... duno she la, if she say us, i cfm make her jialat de.... muahaha......
ltr got C math test... i stil can 4get it man... but lucky i understand the topic lo, jux ltr lunch break, read thru it lo.... tink shld be a short test ba, maybe jux take an hr to finish it ba....

after C Maths, going to work again liao.... shack to the core man.... last yr dec busy wif the NOEL christmas hampers brochures n plus the G2000 warehouse clear sales de flyers... nw is the NOEL Chinese New Year hampers de brochures.... follow by the G2000 de flyers again, cox dat time nv really cover the area which we suppose to cover lo.... lolx.... n then follow by the FOX de flyers lo.... all tis projects cfm can do till near CNY le.... siao man... working everyday like fark.... bo bian ma... cox nw i am supporting moiself lo... haix.. tinking of Hp bills, internet bill, i sian 1/2 de.. especially internet bill, cox mux also pay half of it too... cox even since got internet, is moi er jie pay de... also pai seh ma... duno moi er jie got read ma.. jie, tis mth onwards, i pay half of it ar...

Upcoming Events

=> Valentine day 14/2

=> Chinese New Year 17/2

=> Wugui birthday 22/2

dats it for today ba... got time, wil update again... thanks for those got visit moi blog... heex =)

when u leave, rmb to tag moi tagboard lo... so i can noe who visit moi blog... as moi blog look like no 1 read like a graveyard... lolx....

ah leong dun wish to live in a lonely paradise le.... who can make it not lonely anymore.... =)

2007-01-08T15:33:00.000+08:00

wow... it is been one month i nv blog le... cox nth much to write lo... jux be doing sch work n slacking ard....

i noe quite a number of frenx kip asking wat wrong wif mi.... i had quit smking le.. BUT.... i hv smk back once again... jux too bored wif the stuffs ard mi.... plus stressing wif a few problems ba... =) quite disappoint a few of my frenx.. sry... but i nw try to lo... as time goes by, maybe i might quit... no one noes it.... heex....

nw a new year le... tinking of the tupi things done last yr... quite tupi man... but dats it le.... no more tupi things le.... clear mind for the brand new year....

for tis yr, i jux wan to get moi ITE cert.. den if can get gd result, wil go apply for poly.. if not den go NS liao, after NS den come out to continue to study lo.... i wil noe many ppl wil say wat study, confirm wil dun feel like studying de... i will prove ppl wrong de.... n also wish to get moi class 3.... =)

Chinese new year coming soon liao.... every1 lets get all the old things n past away, den bring in the new things n new future...

2006-12-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

yeah..... i finally quit smoking liao le.... no more for mi le... i noe tis is the beginning part onli... i hope u guys help mi along.... thx......

2006-11-17T01:58:00.000+08:00

haix... suan le ba... i tink i jux gif up le ba.... tink single is more suitable for mi ba....

really been hurt dao le ba..... moi heart wil nv be heal back le.... foreva to be broken..... no mood for anything le ba... jux onli sch work n working to earn more $$ ba.... nw i am jux working n working to tire out moiself ba......... tink of everything again, i cried again... i also dunno y... miss moi lost frenx dat had past away le.... haix... all moi past memories really make moi heart sank deeply dat it really can't float up again ba....

ARGH!!!!!!! Y? Y? Y? Y mux everything be lidat.... fark moiself la.... haix..... no one noe hw i felt de... all these things r jux kept in moi heart foreva n eva e ba.............

i can't be back moiself le... the happi person i am.. NO WAY!!! i am nw jux a farker n sucker ba....

everythings to mi nw r jux dead ba.... nth can revive it back......

2006-11-15T13:55:00.000+08:00

i finally said out wat i wish to say le..... she didn't say anything.... jux say tis.. let nature take its course...

i was glad dat she nv avoid mi at all.... =)
i wil wait de....

but i dunno i can gif her full happiness anot.... i stil hv many troubles n problems cling onto mi.... i dunno hw long am i going to take to clear all moi troubles n problems.... haix.....

i am like going crazy soon le ba.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all moi projects r like fark nw...... hw can i complete it man..... "God, y r u putting mi in this suffering situation" if u wan like dat, u mux as well jux take moi life away.....

2006-11-14T09:07:00.000+08:00

haix....

tis few days hv been thinking alot alot of things... but... i stil can't hv a conclusion out of it....

I REALLY DUNNO WAT TO DO AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wo zhen de hao xiang fang qi yi qe..... yong yuan bu xiang zai chu xian le.......

2006-11-10T12:14:00.000+08:00

back to blogging again le ba.... but i stil hv nth to say.... cox i jux really no mood at all.... haix, i also duno y lidat lehx.....

i fell sick AGAIN... argh.... ass msn.... den on the other hand, i really sick for quite long le.... i often felt sharp pain in moi heart which make mi damn xin ku... it is like wanna die lidat le.... haix.... lao tian ye ar..... dun play can anot... if u wan take mi away den jux take mi away nw.... dun let mi suffer until lidat.... i dunno really can take it anymore anot...... fark moiself la........

tis gone dat gone..... EVERYTHING GONE LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hv left nth wif mi ANYMORE LE!!!!
一无所有....

我真的真的好累了。。。谁能帮帮我。。。我快要倒下去了。。。

爱一个人的时候
付出的太多，
可是却没有让她感受到
终一定会是我受到伤害的。。

我的白雪公主到底在哪里啊？
我要把我这一生，来爱你一生一世。紧紧地握着你的手，永远不会放开的。

2006-11-03T09:54:00.000+08:00

it had been one week i nv update le ba.... really dunno wat to write abt ba... haix... really no mood to write anything abt it.... nw in sch so jux write abit....

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really hao fan hao fan ar.... moi flash project duno wat to draw man.... totally no idea for it.... haix..... den moi video project haven even start the planning... FARK la... tis is moi final sem le n den i graduate after dat...... i wanna get a gd GPA man.... haix.. i wanna go poly wif a gd gpa.... haix... moi mummy wish dat i can go study poly den to University.... haix... hao stress man....

moi mummy told mi b4 dat all moi relatives look down on mi man... i am the eldest grandson in moi father side.... moi 2 sis can study until so gd dat they r studying in NTU nw.... haix... not as if i wan it lidat... i also wish dat i can study until a higher education lo...... moi mummy wish dat i can prove all moi relatives wrong.... but i really quite STRESS up nw lo.... nw stil stuck up wif moi both final projects... hw can i complete moi ITE n get gd gpa.... NA BEI CHI BYE LA>!!!!!!!

wo zhen de hao fan hao fan ar..... y moi path of life r so up n down de.... always face so many many problems.... i dunno i can take it anot..... soon or ltr, i might jux break down lidat lo..... haix.... felt so useless sia.... like a fark up person man..... DAMN IT MAN!!!!!

i tink i might jux go mia le ba...... jux wanna be alone ba....
really veri tired of everything ba..... tis n dat..... even if i am gone, no 1 wil realise it de ba.... as i am jux a nobody ba......

waats going on in moi life.... haix.... crying alone deeply in a veri dark dark corner

2006-10-25T01:31:00.000+08:00

haix.... today really dunno wat man.... jux nw at orchard was wif moi frenx... den went to 7-11 n jux bought some beers n kip drinking n drinking... also dunno y...

frenx kip asking to go back hm.... i jux say dun wan n i also dunno y.... but end up jux follow them in the cab lo.... reach hm le, den jux straight online le.... saw her still got online wor.. den chat wif her a while den she went to slp le... mi jux went to check mailx, moi frenster den moi blog lo.... n start to blog but like hv nth to blog.... jux nw chatting wif one of moi gd sisters till i cried... we chat abt many many things... haix... jux dunno y kip on crying.... tis is moi 1st deep crying after like abt 3 yrs le ba..... we tok abt alot of things ba... thx su.... tis is the really 1st time we 2 tok so much wor... =) u also dun tink so much abt dat bastard guy(sry abt the word 'bastard') but it is really the truth wor... gif yrself more times wor... jux like amelia also.... hey amelia aka sis, i duno u got read moi blog ma... yr case abt the same as su ba.... i told u so many times le, dun tink so much man... gif yrself more times, dun tink abt it... tis is the reason y mi as yr bro always come out find u n pei u lehx.... cox i jux wan not to tink so much... come out n hv fun....

amelia n su wor.... i noe it is reall damn hard... but realli, gif yrself more time.... slowly as time comes by, sure u can de.. n by dat time, u 2 sure can get sum 1 dat realli love u alots n wun hurt u de... okie... mi as u 2 de brother, will be there de okie, anything jux find mi okie.... u 2 noe moi style de.... i dun wan to see any 1 ard mi be lidat de n especially u 2 r moi gd sisters.... i onli care for everyone but not for moiself de.. for moi things, u 2 dun worry so much la.... okie wor...

silly ger.. realli sry abt jux nw de things... spoilt yr mood watching the movie... read yr blog, can see yr dat fren make u really damn pissed off wor... cool down silly ger okie... bu yao shen qi... =) after sms u, i went home straight le... nv be a notti boi le... =) i noe love de lehx... huh... when i got new target wor... i dun hv any ger in mind except 'dat ger'.... u noe who de... but i dun wan to say le.... cox i dun wan to stress her or wat... see she is happi n fine, i am relieved le.... okie....

time can change everything but it wil be a slow one..... preserve on... u can make it de okie....

2006-10-24T00:29:00.000+08:00

today can say is super tired wor... early morning 9+ cannot really wake up.... lucky got silly ger to cor mi n wake mi up if not i really for sure slp till afternoon le... cox i nid to wake up early to go to moi gd fren, alex de funeral... he is the third person i noe dat passed away on motor bike accident... haix... y everything is coming lidat man... i really dun wan to hv any more fren to leave tis beautiful world.... haix.. reached the wake place, saw a number of pri sch frenx dat long time nv contact de n also moi pri sch gd teacher.... quite happi to see them dat at least i noe they r fine.... after everything, i didn't follow them along cox nid to meet up moi fren for the work de meeting...

when i reached home n wash up le, straight away went out le.... cox dun wan to be late lo.... but end up i board the bus, moi fren cor n told mi the meeting postphone to wed... wa lao... sianx man... so end up i stil went to meet up wif moi frenx n we went to bugis... when we reached there, i told them i nid to get a belt man... cox moi jeans is dropping man... lolx... moi frenx laughing away n trying to pull moi jeans... kao.. luvky nv drop, if not i sure pai seh until siao... finally bought the belt n i wore it straight away lo... den we went to parco there de mac to eat.... after eating the food, we were too bored dat we went to the lan shop in parco to kill the time... we played for abt 1 n a half hours den we went off there.... the time was stil early dat we decided to go to the pool fusion at bugis there lo.... we played until 10+ plus lo... cox we wanna catch the last train...

n nw i reached home le lo... so tired man.... wanna go slp liao... lolx... silly ger sure say i da lan zhu again de... keke... silly ger ar, u cor mi da lan zhu n so i am really lo... haax... u xiao lan zhu, nw also slping soundly le... i end here le ba... tml stil going out wif moi sec gd frenx... wanna rest early... if not tml can't wake up lo...

love cannot be say onli de... u mux also use yr action to prove yr love too.... love some1 wif yr heart truely... dun let them be hurt or sad... watching them be happi n smiling always is the best present le... love ya lots.... missing uee every moment dat i can... muackx....

2006-10-22T19:34:00.000+08:00

BOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ytd whole day outside so no time to blog ba..... wake up liao, den sms silly ger le... lolx... den went to bath n then went over next door to moi grandparent hse... cox moi uncles n aunties jio mi go play mahjong lo..... always play mahjong wif them during weekends de.... i played till 5pm den let moi daddy take over... cox i going out liao.... ytd was deepavali lo.... 2 of moi gd sisters invited mi to their hse lo.... firstly went to sujatah hse... went there to slack until 8pm den we leave the hse... going together wif val to her 2nd hse at holland v lo....

reach over there le... den started chatting wif her bro le.... cox always chat wif him when i see him ba... a veri friendly guy lo.... after dat, su n others came down to holland V to join us....

it was abt reaching 12 le... we went over to Breko at holland V... we ordered some beers n chill at dat place lo.... we chat until abt 1+ ba..... den we all left there n went to fred a fren dat i jux noe onli lehx... lolx.... go there also nth to do... play PS2 den watch dvd... after dat all go into his room n chit chat.... we tok till 6+ den left his house n went back home le.... It was damn freaking tired nitex but i am stil veri sianx n totally no mood.....

ytd at breko, i was toking to val... den she told mi dat one of our primary sch fren jux passed away on fri nitex...... i was like WAD THE FUCK........ i was damn shocked to hear dat lo..... on fri morning, i jux happened to see him in sch... den nw val told mi he passed away on fri nite..... ARGH>>>>> wad is this man..... wad hv the world become to...... n tis pri sch fren, i nv tok to him after we graduate from pri 6 le.... haix....he is a gd fren to mi during pri sch man.... regreted nv approach n tok to him.... nw he had jux gone lidat le..... i had jux lost a veri gd fren on 28 aug n NOW i lost again a nice fren on 20 oct...... Y am i kip losing frenx dat i nv really contact wif them le.... n they r a nice n gd fren to mi..... haix... y is moi life lidat

haix.... feeling of finding sum 1 to tok to...... but all frenx r jux busy wif their won stuffs ba.... silly ger... i duno u r doing wor... see u nv reply mi, i worrying for u.... n u stil told mi dat u r drunk ytd nite.... i noe u shld be fine de ba, okie.... take care..... miss ya.... "gai ying" silly guy shang

haix.... started to feel loneliness..... frenx r like one by one leaving mi far far away......

silly guy is kept in dark dark room wif no one ard, jux onli himself.....

2006-10-20T09:07:00.000+08:00

BOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~

at sch doing blogging le... veri veri the sianx lo.... super tired n slpy nw.... so sianx... ytd 2+ den reach home.... went to bath den straight to moi bed le.... tossing over left n rite.... tinking of many things lo.... haix.... jux dunno y problems seem to kip finding mi lo.... so sianx... always lidat one, like sick n tired of it le....

jux tinking of her.... dunno wat she tinking of wor... ytd de mit up was cancel, den she like sad sad n sian sian de.... kip trying to cheer her up lo.... ytd didn't chat dao wif her.... i also dunno y... i sense like she ytd was sad n moody lidat.... but nv ask dao her lo.... dun wan ask her too many things, if not she wil feel fan de.... jux hoping she is fine nw... everyday got chat wif her but ytd no... jux duno y always feel like chatting her lo.... today end at 11 den finish sch le... duno wanna go where, so sianx... today is friday i stil so sianx.... haix... tml been invite to moi fren hse to celebrate deepavali.... hope dat it gonna be fun wor.....

silly guy is really veri silly de wor.... always do silly things de.....

in a messy thinking nw!!!!!!

2006-10-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

KAO MAN!!!! today woke up late for sch den nvm la... cox i often late lo... heex.... but today at sch sway sia.... today mi go wear jeans to sch n i wear dun really tio caught de.... but today sway swat tio caught by a tupi lady teacher lo... kao...
===> she ask mi tis

t'cher: y r u in yr jeans to sch?
t'cher: r a full-time or part-time student here?
mi: i full-time student, come back find t'cher nia..
t'cher: den u shld hv wear the proper attire..
mi: i hving moi IAP, n i jux come back for a while nia..
t'cher: IAP can wear outside clothes??
mi: can.. i ltr going back to my working place..
t'cher: oh.. ok..

kao... tupi rite.... 1st thing =>> i bo bian mux bluff her, if not sure tio go see section head de....
2nd thing: IAP of course can wear outside clothes la... y teachers asking tis kind of tupi Qs... dun understand man... lucky after dat whole day nv saw her liao, if not i jialat cox bluff her ma.... lolx.... today de 1st lesson soso, listening to teacher toking abt our project thing... jux started sch den hv project liao... siao diao le.... after dat 11 start the make-up class lo n till 1pm den can go off le.... today quite relax lo... keke....

today at 1st is going out wif silly ger de... but last min cancel le... i nv blame her... cox is her mummy nid to bring her daddy to hospital lo den nid her to look after her cousins lo.... yr daddy de health more impt... =) we meet up another day.... dun feel bad or sad okie... sillyger mux be happi n smiling de...

nw at home liao le, nth to do... no one at home.... dunno y nwadays when i nth to do, i start playing wif moi webcam... kip taking photo of moiself sia.... moi fren say mi sotx diao liao... lolx... mi like start to be zi lian le... Oh my....

tis r some of moi zi lian picx

2006-10-18T19:05:00.000+08:00

silly ger.... i noe how u feeling de... dats y i nv wan to personally tel u.... i noe u can't accept mi nw de... but its okay... all those things dat u kip in the dark, i didn't mind dat.... cox i am jux yr fren ma... so pls dun blame yrself okie... promise mi dat.... even if u can't accept mi, i stil wil be there for u to care for u n when u nid help or anything..... tis is wat i can do as a veri fren to u de.... got sumthing to tel u... but not here... i wil msg u de....

haix.... y i tot moi life can get beta... but Y~~~ is it gettting more n more jialat.... haix..... i really dunno....

Shld i gif up on everything ma...... haix..... IN CONFUSED!!!!!!

2006-10-16T21:49:00.000+08:00

wow~~~~~~~~~~~~`

today damn unlucky man.... woke up ard 10+ lo.... den started to hv headache liao.... den heard from moi parent dat moi didi vomited the whole nitex wor.... shock dao mi....

den mi went off to sch ard 12+ plus ba.... on the way to sch, started to feel uncomfortable liao..... giddy n feel like vomiting le.... ARGH... hao nan shou man..... den cor moi daddy see he can come pick mi up but haix... he busy, so i went back home alone lo... at dat time really scare i might jux faint off anytime.... i went to see doc den the doc told mi i am down wif stomach flu lo... wa lao... super nan shou lo.... den went back home n ate the medicine n took a nap.... end up taking nap cause mi to hv fever man... n the fever is damn bloody high lo..... the fever lasted 4 hours lo.... nw feeling alot beta le.... jux onli heaache nia.... silly ger, i am alrite le... heex... so dun worry for mi liao... keke....

2006-10-15T23:43:00.000+08:00

actually i jux really dunno y... i jux can't help myself to see u sad... wish to see u happi n smiling de... see u been deeply hurt by yr ex but u stil miss him so much.... really felt like dunno waat lehx.... y can't yr ex treat beta but end up he lidat treat u.... dun wan to say so much le....

FOR MI ONLI 1 THING, IS U CAN GET OVER EVERYTHING SO DAT U NO NID TO BE SAD N CRYING EVERYDAY N NO NID TO MAKE OUT A FAKE SMILE TO YR FAMILY... SO U CAN BE A HAPPI N CHEERFUL GER ARD ALL YR FRENX N FAMILY WOR.... =) JIA YOU SILLY GER... TAKE CARE!!!!!

2006-10-15T22:44:00.000+08:00

WOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

really damn fast wor.... sch reopen tml liao le... so sianx wor..... quite strange man... during holiday, was wishing sch start soon... nw sch r starting soon, den feel so sianx liao.... lolx... nw left 2 more sem liao b4 i graduate..... den wil be going for NS le.... tinking of it, tis 2 yrs many many things happened ba.... but dun wish to go rmb abt it as most of it hurts mi deeply....

but i wil only rmb 3 ppl during tis 2 years... one is my grandma, one is my 'dua yi' n lastly is my good bro, isa.. i had jux lidat lost them in these 2 years.... 2 r moi dearest relatives to mi... 1 was my 7 yrs of good brothers relationship... haix.... i will foreva rmb them in moi heart de.....

i dunno wil u come n read moi blog ma... but i wil jux say here ba.... u nv told mi abt u n him patch back again n jux broke up wif him.... actually i was really quite shocked wif it... i tot u n him r like break up quite long le.... but i am okie... at least u told mi personally, i was glad le..... u told mi u r in a loss... u nid a helping hand, i can tel u there is a hand jux beside u already but u haven realise it yet ba..... the hand wil foreva be there de.... u say u wish to sing the song wf yr guy, can i be the guy ma... all tis r questions appearing in moi mind but nv said out.... i can wait n i will surely wait for u de....

wil be there for u when u nid anything... or when u feel down or wat, wan some1 to pei u, i wil be there..... if u see tis, dun fan abt tis.... even if u can't accept mi, we wil stil the same 'silly guy n silly ger'

i really dun wan end up we r avoiding or wat... okie... miss ya...

haix.... silly guy is sitting there, waiting for his ger to appear...